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Hey!
Posted Jun 14, 2000
Awesome! I am allowed to go to the show this Friday! It is going to kickass! Plus, I think that I am getting paid tomorrow for working at Luke's house. I've put in 2 hours and 45 minutes so far. So at 8 dollars an hour, that means I will get... 16...nope, 22 dollars. And that is more than enough in order to have a good time. Well, thats pretty much all I had to say. Oh yah! My interview at 7-11 went really good. Ciao!
~Tyler Sabourin ":^) (I shaved!)
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Catch 22
Posted Jun 13, 2000
Well, I am totally at my wits end as to what to do. I do not know what to do with Vanessa. I want to tell her about all the s**t she has done to me. I want her to feel the pain that she has made me feel. I want her to know the anger I feel towards her. Then again, I am not an angry person. I am a nice, good person. I do not feel right hating a person. It does not sit well with me. And now with her moving and all, I only have a short time until she dissapears. I would like to let by gones be by gones. I want to be a good person and forget about it. I want to be me, and forgive her. I want to tell her how much I care about her. But, I feel so much hate towards her. She NEEDS to know my feelings! But I don't want to hurt her. But I am in pain. But then she will be in pain. F**K! I don't know what to do. I have always said that the happiness of my good friends comes before my own, but I am not sure if she is a good friend. But I care about her so much. But she has hurt me so much. I don't know what to do.
*Cry*
Tyler Sabourin
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darn it!
Posted Jun 13, 2000
GOD-DAMN! I was just talking to Jack and he tells me that Vanessa is moving. Where to? Adam's Lake. Now, I don't have any clue as to why she is moving down there *coughterrycough*, but apparently it is because she doesn't like it up here. Not that this has much of an affect on me. It just got me thinking though, that shouldn't I put what happened in the past into the past, just to make someone, who I used to consider a good friend, have a good couple of last weeks? But then my answer popped into my head. NO! For a minute there I was really considering doing it, but I realized that I had done this countless times before. And what had she done? She had still been a f*****g bitch to me. So I am going to go up to her and confront her. I am going to call her on this one. I am finally going to stand up to her. If she apologizes and admits to what she did, i will show up to her goodbye/departure thingy. But anyways, I am taking off. Ciao!
Tyler
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Jack
Posted Jun 13, 2000
Well, I would just like to apologize to Jack. I have been treating you unfairly for the past while. I have been indirectly bashing you while I was getting my feelings out for Vanessa. I always thought that you were just basically just a big walking c**k, but now I have realised that you have a great friendship with Vanessa. Now, you have told me that Vanessa will be moving out of Chetwynd in the next couple of weeks. I understand now, why you have been spending so much time with her. Not because she has you whipped like her dog, but because you are a good friend and are trying to have some good quality time with her while it lasts. I would just like to say sorry.
I wish that mine and her friendship could be better, but it isn't, and there is nothing I can do about it. That would be cool for us to do stuff over the summer. I am looking forward to it.
~ Tyler
p.s. Despite what I said about ness, my opinion of her has not changed.
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Ho #1 & Ho #2
Posted Jun 13, 2000
Well, this little entry goes out to both Ho #1 and Ho #2 (Or NESS and REECE!)
The one word that pops into my mind when I think about you is:
PITY!
I pity you! I pity the fact that you have to live with yourself for the rest of your life. I would never want to be in your situation. Hell! It was enough just to be your "FRIEND" for awhile. Even with that little exposure, I am disgusted. You have driven me to sickness! So I really cannot imagine what it would be like to be you. It mst be hell to live with a rotten evil soul! You must feel like s**t! I also pity you because with this sickness that is embedded and intertwined with your soul, you have driven away all of your TRUE friends. The people that surround you now are too much of idiots to realize you for what you are. But whatever, I don't care anymore. You have f****d me over for the last time.
From someone who was your friend until you shafted him!
~Tyler Sabourin!
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