h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

I've been feeling a bit confused n anxious for a week or two now.. apart from being ill at the mo n a couple of little things ..I'm really happy! so why is my brain starting to niggle me with 'maybe its not right, maybe youre not happy etc'.. perhaps the depo injection is making my bpd worse.., perhaps i need a higher dose of anti epressants to counter act that..but
now its getting on my nerves n making me feel a bt crazy that theres a part of my brain questioning how i think i feel about stuff! ..how i pretty much 'know' i feel about stuff..or though i did anyway! perhaps i find the thought of being really happy scary on a level n its my insecurity going woah!.. this cant be right, lets find fault quick! ..or maybe im just crazy...

look at tomorrow you will see that world looks brighter, because you know that you are stronger than you always think! you have not have complete melt.

you met mr wonderful. make your doors bigger now, because he will not fit any more.

you still have a your sense of humor! you are still crazy!

oh yeah! most of your friends seem to like as friend.

*cuddle*. Sandra.. it is your hormones love.. it will soon clear up.. sshhh...

Mum xx

Don't worry, it'll sort itself out, thing always do.

Feeling much clearer about things this morning after a rather unpleasant dream..two actually! I've not been myself at all..being ill and hormonal can really bring out my bitchy side!

Women.... I dunno... they're all the same .... and just blame their hormoens for everythign

ok then..il blame you instead

Why, thank you you know it makes sense... and its bound to be my fault..... everything else apears to be

n there was me thinking it was all my fault all those years!

Hoh yus! and all that time it was most likely all my fault

I'lll go tell josh I lied to him n uncle 2legs who ive only known a couple of years is really his dad then yeah?

well.... that shows how much I ment to you you can't even remember me getting you preggers

I thought josh had a certain badgeriness about him

Great, I've managed to become a Father, seemingly without having done the thing one normally needs to do to create a child

Woah! So you *haven't* done it with Serephina? She's next on your list, huh?

She's been on the list for quite a while now though the chance of it happening is I think really rahter remote

only rather remote?

hey! I'm optamistic! you know... think positive en all that I'm a good boy me, I am I'm a good boy, I am