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missbetts Started conversation Nov 29, 2003
Could i just be veryyy nosey and ask what your names about because if it means what i think it does im currently self harming and i have read lots of info on the subject bu but i am really in need of being able to talk to people in the same situation, facts and figures dont help me, i want t to know other peoples reality of the situation.
sorry to be so imposing and if i dont hear from you
i will understand it may be because YOUR life and YOUR feelings are your own
Carrie xx
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R.G.W - And at no point during this outing did I run the risk of being cool... [temporarily or possibly permanently missing] Posted Nov 30, 2003
I do self harm. It's really the only way of coping right now. I don't mind answering any questions, or just talking, so don't feel like you're going to offend me.
*grin*
The name is actually a song lyric, I just feel that the whole song sums up the emotions that go with SI.
I've been pretty low recently, and I has a lapse. I do that every so often.
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R.G.W - And at no point during this outing did I run the risk of being cool... [temporarily or possibly permanently missing] Posted Nov 30, 2003
*'had' a lapse
Apologies. Posted before I'd finished. Yes. So just tell me what you want to know and I'm sure I can help, I have no idea where to start, so just feel free to ask.
Ta ta
-Natealy
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missbetts Posted Dec 6, 2003
Hi Nately
im sorry it took so long for me to get back to you, to be honest i posted to you when ien i was feeling alover the place and then when i get back on an even keel i go really quiet and shy and dont know what to say to anyone.
Still, id like to say thankyankyou for speaking to me, its nice to know theres others around in the same boat. So, have you been well recently , i hope you have, even though i di dont know you i dont like to think other people have these actions of hurting themselves as as i find it such a dark lonely place to to be.
Anyway sorry for rambling, if i hi have found you well then great, and if not you can always come bend my ear. Take care, hope to speak soon,
Carrie xx
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R.G.W - And at no point during this outing did I run the risk of being cool... [temporarily or possibly permanently missing] Posted Dec 8, 2003
Howdy Carrie,
Don't worry about it. I would have understood if you decided against talking to me about it. It's a personal thing, but if you want to say anything to me, I won't ignore you.
I've been really low recently. So I had a slip and went back to self harming. I usually avoid it unless I feel it's really necessary.
I don't think there's much chance of me crying to anyone about it. I've been doing it so long it's no longer emotive, more of a necessity. I'm never in a great mood. So it doesn't matter.
Natealy 
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missbetts Posted Dec 12, 2003
Hi Natealy,
"im never in a great mood" sounds like someone i know and shes not very far away!
Yes it its me and to tell the truth sometimes i like being grumpy, its my right lol,
See you around and take care
Carrie xx
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R.G.W - And at no point during this outing did I run the risk of being cool... [temporarily or possibly permanently missing] Posted Dec 12, 2003
I love being a bitch. It gives me an edge. I'd rather be unapproachable than a doormat. Or maybe that's just me.
- Natealy
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missbetts Posted Dec 12, 2003
I`m totally with you on that, lets hear it for the BITCHES
Carrie xx
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R.G.W - And at no point during this outing did I run the risk of being cool... [temporarily or possibly permanently missing] Posted Dec 12, 2003
Big up the biatches... etc.
Ah dear. I am so tired. I hate the Carol Service. So long. So cold. So bored.
-Natealy
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missbetts Posted Dec 13, 2003
Sounds like a hot bath, a hot drink and a good sleep might make you feel better,
ZZZZzzzzz`s for you
take care
Carrie 
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R.G.W - And at no point during this outing did I run the risk of being cool... [temporarily or possibly permanently missing] Posted Dec 14, 2003
Aw thanks. I didn't get much of a sleep. In fact the next morning I had to get up really early and deliver a friends papers in the pouring rain. Which was NOT fun.
-Natealy
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missbetts Posted Dec 17, 2003
Hi Natealy
Have you managed to get a good sleep at all then yet?, I certainly hope so.
"tiptoes out quietly just in case Natealy is sleeping"
See you later
Carrie
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R.G.W - And at no point during this outing did I run the risk of being cool... [temporarily or possibly permanently missing] Posted Dec 17, 2003
I've taken a couple of days off school due to illness, so I'm fine now, it was a good opportunity to catch up on sleep.
I'm completely drained though. Ah well, only one and a half days left. Goodie.
-Natealy
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missbetts Posted Dec 19, 2003
Natealy
I`m sorry to hear your not feeling 100%.
I hope you get better for christmas. I need to go look at your space again, do you work at the school?
Carrie
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R.G.W - And at no point during this outing did I run the risk of being cool... [temporarily or possibly permanently missing] Posted Dec 19, 2003
I wish! Nah, I still go to school sadly. How old did you think I was?
Hope you have a Merry Christmas if I don't speak to you before then.
Natealy
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missbetts Posted Dec 21, 2003
Hi Natealy
To be honest I never even thought about how old you were but you do come across as being older than you are. Is that a good or bad thing? ? i`m not sure.
Merry christmas speak soon
Carrie
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R.G.W - And at no point during this outing did I run the risk of being cool... [temporarily or possibly permanently missing] Posted Dec 22, 2003
Gee, urh, well, I asked someone if they agreed and they did. No idea why. Maybe it's the bleak outlook on life and lack of excitement?
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.
a bientot,
Natealy
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missbetts Posted Dec 23, 2003
Hi Natealy
"bleak outlook on life and lack of excitement"
can`t say I really picked up on that you just come across as a mature adult.
AnyAnyway enough with the boring analysis,
MERRY CHRISTMAS
Carrie
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R.G.W - And at no point during this outing did I run the risk of being cool... [temporarily or possibly permanently missing] Posted Dec 23, 2003
Ah well, no matter. Let's just settle on the fact that I am mature. How old are you? If you don't mind me asking.
Merry Christmas.
-Natealy
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