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Final Fantasy VII

50 hours

Level 66

Completed.

Worship me for the great gaming goddess that I am.

First time I played ff7 I finished it in under 30 hours... but I didn't do all the side quests and find all the secrets that time round, did you ?

*All hail!*
*bows

What are the side quests/secrets? I never know how to distinguish.

Sephiroth was easier than I thought he would be.

Oh and the Omnislash...

The stars sequence at the end mystified me a little. Is there meant to be something at the end?

So I probably didn't complete it 100% but I haven't completed a game for a while, and I was feeling

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I feel that this thread is suitbly ironic now.

Sorry

What for?

What did you mean by the ?

I don't know *pinches Stealths cheeks* I never know what I mean.

Hm... OK...

It's so empty tonight.

Yes, but I've got 4 windows open and am trying to reply to people messages but my anxiety disorder is looming over me like great dark trees along deserted country lane leading to abandom cottage with something evil and unseeen inside of it...

I'm not having a good night either.

I was told earlier by my wonderful mother that I am *lazy*...



Spent all evening trying not to let it get to me. But the constant reinforcement that I might as well not have had parents and the combining guilt about my lack of functioning, plus having no job/money, and the actual non-functioning itself.

Kinda one of those days where you really need to post lots to stop yourself dwelling on it. And the one person who I could guarantee would lift me out of this mood...he isn't online.

I can assume this guilt is because you feel you are letting yourself down?
You don't choose your family, your duty is to yourself and no one else... and rightr now your duty to yourself means no feeling guilty...
I have an income of 0.00... imagine how much fun that is
I don't function or relate properly... this didn't really get me down until I became consumed with a love for someone else... when the love died obsession filled the vacuum... Now when the one person that could make me happy is online I die a little bit more...
I'm sorry I'm not of any use in the cheering up department...

It's not that I feel I am letting anyone down...



I don't know what it is. I just have a great combination of rubbish in my system that I will never get out. Nobody cares enough to step in and help me out, and I'm afflicted far too deeply to go and do it for myself. There's never been any support system, and I have, basically, no one that is willing to apologise for everything they have done (or not done) to me. Being told I am *lazy*...when I had *just* told her that I got rejected from a job and didn't see anything I could cope with in the job section this week. Pfft. Brings it all back up, and the self-esteem back down.

I'm in much the same position. All I can do empathise. And assure you that if a would make you feel any the warmer and safer I would offer one if I were there.
I have no answers. But ypou are not lazy, you have the low strain threshold that comes from the damage done by others. You have nothing to be guilty about.

Thanks. I'm not out for sympathy or anything. Sometimes it just overspills. I have this great complex where I think everyone thinks I am a liar/fake...so I hate posting about stuff like this. Not to mention, I rarely like reading other peoples usually petty angsty solilquys; and I absolutely *hate* it when folks try to tell me that *I am loved*

Actually, that's momentarily made me