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Saturnine

There is something satisfying about finsihing a 150 sheet narrow rule pad of A4 paper. Then clearing out your folder that had been full of notes, poetry, GTA cheats, short story fragments...slipping in a new one, refilling your cartridge pen...and it's all nice and clean and new and organised, that you don't really want to defile it...

Oh and then we have the s**ttiness. The constant lack of self-worth/confidence. Guilt. Misery. But that doesn't matter because I can't deal with it and won't let anyone help me; and if I don't think so hard, it doesn't exist.

I'm not too tired with myself though.


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Researcher 178815

If only books could write, publish and publicise themselves smiley - smiley


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Saturnine

Don't you clog up this thread. It's p**sing me off that no one is commenting on my life smiley - laugh

I don't mind the writing and the publicising. It's the middle bit that I don't like.

The folder I write in is separate from my book stuff. I use it for everything...speshially note taking and poetry.


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Saint Patrick Patron Saint of Depression: Here to haunt your dreams and stalk your waking hours

smiley - cuddle


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Researcher 178815

*doesn't clog up this thread*


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Researcher 178815

*doesn't clog up this thread*


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Researcher 178815

*doesn't clog up this thread*


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Researcher 178815

smiley - sillysmiley - tongueout


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Saturnine

*waves at St Patrick*

*ignores the other one*


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Researcher 178815

*ignores the other other one*


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Saint Patrick Patron Saint of Depression: Here to haunt your dreams and stalk your waking hours

hey aka

and smiley - cuddle to saturine


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Post 12

Wampus

Comment on your life? I'm waiting for someone to comment on mine.


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Post 13

Saturnine

Knew I had fogotten someone!!!!!

* off to add Wampus to her Friends list*


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Atari - Tok'ra (With my symbiote Jullinar)

Don't pointlessly waste space on this thread smiley - laugh


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Post 15

Wampus



Lovely spaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam, wonderful spaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam...


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2legs - Hey, babe, take a walk on the wild side...

smiley - cuddle well, the clean pages will give smiley - space for more thoughts and writings smiley - space Probably just difficult seeing the end-point sometimes, I know it is, and I'm not embarked on anything quite* as big smiley - cuddlesmiley - space


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Post 17

Saturnine

It's not the beginning, nor is it the end that are the problems. It's the middle!!!!


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Researcher 178815

The middle being editing... I hate fine tuning with anything anyway, myself...


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2legs - Hey, babe, take a walk on the wild side...

The middle, the point that leads to the end smiley - smileysmiley - groan yep, editing isn't too much fun smiley - groansmiley - hug


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Researcher 178815

That's why I'm an Ace, a Guru, but not a scout or a subed smiley - winkeye


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