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rigidly existing
Imaldris Started conversation May 8, 2000
existence limits existence, yes well. It does really. Sometimes I find it very peculiar that the universe is expanding around me, that the earth is turning and I'm on it. Why the hell is reality so f**king ridiculous any how? why does everyone seem fine with that?? I'm sure most people are puzzled by this in some way, but I'm just having a bit of trouble trying to control my thoughts lately, i incessantly babble about trees and esp, but atleast i have finally learned to not try and fit it into conversation. But my brain hurts, there feels like theres an answer hiding in there somewhere, an answer to why i'm so damned uncomfortable. My covert operations are also beginning to not be as interesting as they once were, and i find myself loathing seeing any acquiantances. I may perhaps be slowly finding my way towards a snap again. Peculiar. very irritated that existing means that i have duties, but the existence of all other things limits my aspirations so that i may only nurse them in secrecy. A
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I'm not Ted Posted Aug 14, 2000
Hello, Imaldris. I read once that there's something with the alignment of the planets that's leading a whole generation of us to think this way, overworking and overworking our thoughts in this very way that you are here. I don't remember the exact details of it all,'cause I went onto something else and tried to forget about it. I didn't totally succeed, I suppose. Also, I feel a bit uncomfortable going out and making a generalization about everyone born within a very specific span of 12 or 14 years[I forget which]. I can't say what years exactly that this planetary influence had supposedly taken hold, but I do feel I am under the influence of it as well, and I was born in '74. Were you born around then? I am contributing here to this cycle of more unnecessary babble. If you would reply to my one question, yes or no, or maybe even be so specific as to what years you might have observed these influences to shadow, I would be grateful, but I would highly recommend not delving into it any further. I'm not here to bring on another snap, as you call it, whether it be yours or mine.
uneccesary babble is possible governMENTAL
Imaldris Posted Aug 15, 2000
Hello there, I'm not Ted either.
You know I would not be a bit suprised if it were exactly as you say. I was born in 6/79 . perhaps it is the 70's that does this? Hmm... do you really find it to be unneccessary babble? I'm not taken aback or anything similarly contrite, but I do feel that the world is poplulated with a sort of ignorance that sort of magnifies the fact that real estate is more important that humanity in societies eye at this superficial point in reality.. And perhaps that would not be the case if we actually figured out these overworked thoughts. Or perhaps the whole lot of us, the overwrought thinkers should just found a biodome for weirdos. Because dammit jim, i'm a doctor not a scientist. Thanks, for not wanting to snap me or yourself, i do appreciate it but I can't not delve into it, thats just what i do now. Would you mind telling me where you saw this phenomenon, it seems to have credence.
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