h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

As in, 'feeling off', that is.

Its kind of awkard to ever thesedays answer the question 'how are you', as the answer is, in reality, pretty much always. - "in ing agony, but not taking painkillers, feeling weak and faint, tired beyond death itself, "... etc etc etc. True some days I do feel a bit more like I'm not a corpse than others, but mainly its corpse days, with non corpse nights, as I feel better later in the day generally, or very first thing in the morning, or when I'm still awake at 4 AM, haveing not slept
anyhow, since teh day, err, Tuesday? when I took the new brand of levo, tablet, I've felt... unwell... - yes I always feel constantly unwell, so, I guess I mean 'more' unwell. or perhaps differnently unwell. So weak. so tired, totally disconnected.
not made it out of the house yet again today. and not sure I've the strength now to even shower or bath, but I oughta try

In otter news, a 'friend' who came orund yesterday, and who, might have mentioned whilst he was here, that he has an interest in a particular... err. fetish I guess one might call it, err... W just might have sent him a message apparently telling him I might be intreested in experimenting with that particular fetish... Honestly doubt I'm well enough to do anything about it, ATM, but... maybe in the future... I think I'd need to stress dose steroids though, fi I'm to err... explore that particular idea without risking it ultimately involving a phonecall up on the nine's very quickly hmmm. mmm. ouch... right, think I'll go try shower or something.

Slept basically all day today. wel]nt sleepys not long after getting up; basically got up long enough to take drugs, then went to bed, then got up for lunch, pottered for an hour so, then went back to bed, getting up at 7, in order to do dinner. and I feel like I could sleep again now...

hurrah. back to feeling normal. as in 'normally ill', not 'normal outsane', and obviously no where near anyone's reasonable guess at what actual* 'normal' is.

Woke... feeling OK, (unusually had some postural hyptension last few days on waking).

Took prednisolone after the coffee etc, just befor e breakfast, did a little more sorting of clothes upstiars, then didn't* go striaght back to bed

Went into town.

Lush cosmetics, £40.
Boots about £20.
Bodyshop £4.50 (mind, I did order about £70 worth of stuff from bodyshop in their sale, last night )

Visited the bank on walking home <laugh.

Oh, and £2 in a chepo shop on deoderant i like, as it was half price

had fish for dinner, with rice and green beans and onion and rosemary and black pepper

Took my PPI before food, then prednisolone just before eating, then took 10 suppliment tablets post dinner; 4 calcium, one vitamine K2 MK7, one vitamine D3, ah, two of the D's, actually, 2 Magnesium malate and a zinc tablet, on top of the 3000 MG vitamine C earlier in the day,m, multivitamine and B-complex and B-12 I take earlier in the day - one reason for trip to boots to get a tablet box thing, to put all the suppliments in for when I go away; can fit all the evening ones into a compartment, so shall fill two of them, for the two nights away, then I can have another compartment with the vitamine C and multivitmaine tablets (differnt size tablets), then another compartment containing the B complex and B12 sublinguals

Going to bath soon, then might pop to the pub tonight for an hour

back to feeling dredful. woke, felt fine, reading some news articles and stuff on the Ipad, then took prednisolone, and had breakfast. By which point I was cognitively unable to read anything on the IPad, as my brain had shut down, so I went to bed.

Got up for some lunch, and had tuna, then went back to bed.

Didn't stay in bed long though, so hot, sweating all the time, heart palpiations, and unable to settle, so got up, and sat on the sofa, doing nothing, for a few hours, then had inner, fish again, Haddock tonight, with rice and sweatcorn
going to try bath in a little while...