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last night that is completely amazing brillient lesbien disco/rave complete with glow sticks, and lots and lots and lots of alcochol, and then some more alcohol too.

went to it with Wililam, then at the last minute, also a friend turned up and we all went... and then back to our house... for more alcohol, champaign, port, white wine,... didn't get to bed until gone 4 AM, but at least I did remember to inject myself and take melatonin...

so.... hungover today... spent most the day in bed, wasa a little concerned at one point that I could be heading towards and adrenal crisis, but I just took my evening dose of steorids a bit early, and that seemed to help

I slept half of today too that..... was quite some hangover... ya know... its just possible I'm not quite as fit as I used to be, and... just maybe.... some of these meds I'm on arn't ment to mix with booze.... maybe...

Just had an epic long bath, which has just about finished the recoery process... almost feel back to normal just regular unwell which I ugess is the new normal I do seem to suddenly be better at sleeping, even things like naps during the day I used to be rubbish at; no matter how tired I felt; though of course a lot of the tiredness is medication induced fatigue, which, really isn't the same as tired, as sleeping doesn't necessarily help it go away any think I oughta sleep well tonight too.... all fragrenced and soft and smooth after my bath jasmine, rose absolute, frankenscence, sandlewood, coconut, and, some other stuff too shaved all the appropiate (and some inappropiate) bits, and then moistruised after, with a mixture of three differnt rose moisturisers, one I don't know, plus a simular butter, then the bodyshop rose body butter must be time for supper soon, then more drugs... I think.... oh, about an hour before that, melatonin and the GH injection about midnight as per useual still must try get more organised as to where I inject... I can't even recall where I injected last night....

So. of course. as I was so very tired last night, and lseepy. I didn't sleep at all. tried to nap this afternoon, and gave up as heart palpitations, or internal vibrations, or internal tremor (whatever the it is) kept me awake, and they'r ealways worse on laying donw. so didn't nap. but now I've woken up, so I guess I'll probably not sleep tonight either... I often end up doing not sleeping nights in pairs, for some weird reason. Did make it outside today, not far, up to the bank, superdrug, and to buy a couple cheap tee shirts, even though I felt extremely faint, dizzy and light headed, and tired and weak... not feeling to bad now of course, hence now why I'll probably not end up sleeping tonight... <alienfroN. maybe time to stop taking the melatonin again, for a while, before restarting it, that often seems to help, just giving it a few week or month break before returning to it