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have sent me the most odd letter ever yet from a hospital department I've got an appointment... but might not... depends.... but I may, therefore have an appointment, for the day before my birthday but... I may not... it does not, of course reveal how either they intend to tell me for definate I do, or for definate I don't have the appointment, only that my appointment that I've been given is dependant on them trearging treearging tree-arging it which they've not done yet and haven't specificed yet when they will hurrah. another hospital department to visit. really hoping the heart enlargement thing isn't anything serious or anything and, maybe even that cardiology will take my oedema more seriously than oncology or endocrinology have, and, I dunno, like do something to treat it. - getting increasingly difficult to find blouses that fit me, ones I was wearing a week or less ago now too tight on arms, as the arms fill up with more oedema in otter news, I made it out of the house today and didn't actually feel too aweful for all of the day, just in constant pain which is OK I guess

Made it outter the house. felt dredful whilst out, so just wondered into the shops we went into, and sort of looked at some stuff, but couldn't really concentrate enough on anythign particularly to really notice it, so didn' tbuy anything Felt fine on waking today, just extra-rubbish on taking meds so tired, but I don't think its lseep tired sleepy tired, just fatigue no brain working fatigure tired not really done much all day, cept visit the toilet and have to clean myself with flannel each time so sore muscles aching, joints too boneds OK for once no heart palpitations which is good, they seem to be enitrely cauased by teh other makes/brands of the thyroid meds keep feeling overly warm, even when I'm cold now, which is so weird

appointment canceled. such an odd way to administer appointments, making them one day, and then doing that, knowing more than half wil be canceled, and then canceling two/tree days later...