h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

are one of my new passtimes sort of


well... some time back o I bought the handbag

Though I may, at some point, try hunt down a betterer one, but, I'm so used to the current one now

Then of course, I got the fan

which is... veyr large, and silly, having tasils on it, and sequins and stuff

then ... half a dozen or thereabouts blouses, of various colours and flavours; my favs so far, the pink cotton blouse, which is gorgeous, and the fabulus fabulus linen blouse, which may, actually, be mor eof a light jacket, really, but it is fine for me, as a heavy shirt, but nice and cool too, as its linen and rather decent quality I think... not bad for a fiver

today

a new blouse ; cotton rahter than linen, but feels very much like linen to me, and nice heavy matterial again

then.....

back up the road, the other side, and we spot the jacket, I've looked at now, so many times...

sort of linen matterial, lined, and with beading on it, and ... and... nah, I couldn't resist this time... and... again only about five quid so about ten quid spent today

got home, and tried the jacket on hoh yus... that's so me gona wear it I think tonight, to the pub...

William here for the weekend.

damnit.
damnit.
damnit.
oh. bother. - my body has out-whitted/defeated teh temazepam.

10 MG temazepam, plus the melatonin earlier in the evening; i slept maybe 2 to 3 hours. - got in bed, only a bit after 2 AM; I saw the clock go past 3 AM, then must hav efallen asleep; saw the time at 6.11.

now. oddly.- I recall seeing the time at 6.11; which is very strange, as useually when I've woken in ht enight on the temazepam, the next day, one's memory of the time when woken up, whilst still under the influence as it were, is non existant. - the fact I can recall it; and don't feel any of the 'stoned ' like feeling today. rahter suggests I've just utalised that sleeping fix to its limit... I'll try it again tonight, no other option, so maybe I can just hope last night was an off nights sleep, and tonight the temazepam will work again nd I can sleep.

insomnia bothers me more now, ; days are long enough alread, without them being 48 hours long; when I've so little concentration that during waking hours I can only flutter and flick from one mindless activity to the next, - can't, for example as I used to, pick up and just read audio books all evening - even a 15 minute long radio drama can be virtually too much concentration sometimes hence... I guess the insomnia is more a problem, and, then, of course, it has gotten a lot worse... I think I broke my previous record, twice, dring chemo, doing the two 80 hour plus long non sleeping sesions, on both occasions I think, but certainly on one, having actual infusions durin gthe non sleep period - as much fun as... it sounds basically

so tired, but no way at all I could sleep or nap now... shall hurry the temazepam along with beer tonight, to try make it work.