h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

...for me to be this depressed. It's like I get to take a step forward, and life in general takes 3 giant steps back.

I wanted to get my degree in philosophy. I told my father about it. He told me I'd just be wasting my time.

I cracked a joke last night and Charlie got offended. Bitched me out for an hour last night and then went and slept on the couch. Of course he was all lovey dovey this morning, but it didn't make up for the fact that Charlie makes jokes that offend me contantly, but I never say a goddamn thing. It's very confusing to me to hear him tell me to watch my mouth, but every time I try to talk to him about what's on my mind, he gives me the distinct impression that he is not remotely interested in what I have to say. This is the closest I've ever been to being pissed off at Charlie. And, yes, I will admit, that the joke was rather nasty, but it wasn't aimed at him. It was aimed at myself. (there's history behind the joke, history that I don't want to get into right here.)

Somebody that I have an online "friendship" with is pissed at me for no friggin reason. I just am so sick of giving support, friendship and caring about her life, and to get her virtriol in return for an imagined slight is very annoying. She has, apperently, decided that I'm "pushy and trying to elbow my way in" to this online community that I've come to enjoy. Nobody else has any problems with me. I've never said an unkind word to her. She gives me so much s**t for no reason. I'm just being myself, and she deems it "annoying." Well, sweetie, I'm annoyed too. I'm annoyed that you seemed to have judged me strictly on the fact that I'm a newbie, and you're jealous that I've "invaded" your personal space. I don't even know you! I'm not in you space, and I never will be. So just BACK OFF!!

I'm going to go cry now.

And then she apologized. Now I feel like a total dork...

NO! *slams her hand down on the desk* No way. You're always trying to take my best titles. I win the Total Dork of the Year Award and there's no forgetting it!

You had every single right in the world to be upset. I hear you. I'm sorry. I opened my big mouth and inserted my big ugly foot and I'm really sorry. Officially and stuff.

So hah.

Oh yeah? Oh YEAH?!?!?!? Well, I'll tell you soemthing, missy...

I forgive you. *big squidgy hug*

Hey, quick and silly question. When's your birthday?

What a SILLY question. September 20, why?

*big squidgy hug back*

I had a sneaking suspicion that you may have been a Saggitarius. I was incorrect. But really I was just curious.

Mine's November 26th. Just in case you ask.

I've got this saying thing-y that you may borrow if it would help. It goes like this: Everything will be all right, bubster.

I say it to myself (or have my boy say it to me) whenever things get just too erky.

It may help if you change the name.

*big fat aussie hugs*

I have a saying too that I think is very important and I say to myself a lot.

Bubster: Good for what ails ya.

I use that one quite a bit. Also because bubster has now just proven to me that he knows everything and is always right. Gotta love having sombody like that around!

Thanks a bunch, bubster! And you too, Krissy BAKER!!! (ohh that's just so durn cool!) I'm much happier now. Chuk and I made up, and we both know that we're going to be together forever and no silly little fight is gonna change that. But that doesn't mean it doesn't suck when it happens.

Chuk introduced me to AIM yesterday, so I'm having fun bumping into his work time and generally making little kissy noises at each other. *do you know how hard it is to type that noise? mkwah. I think...*

Besides, why should I change it. I think everything IS going to be alright, bubster.

And I do love having you around. Both of you. *big squidgy bundles of love to both of you!!!*