h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

I adjusted to college right off. To the point where I couldn't stand going home anymore. I told myself it was because I was independent, but I know now that I have only become re-dependent.

When I came to college, I took my Bluebird with me. He didn't want to be away from me, and I was determined to attend this school, so he tagged along. After a semester, he figured out that he didn't quite fit, and a year later, he is gone. Back home to a different college, living with his parents, hanging with his friends, leaving me behind. Of course, I encouraged him to go back home, because I knew he'd be happier there, and he is, and I'm glad, but the selfish part of me of course didn't mean it, and resents it. I strangle that part, and mash it down, and pretend it isn't there.

I am stuck on the side-lines, left out, while he is home with his family and friends. I feel as though he doesn't need me anymore. He tells me it's not true, and I know it's not, but it's still there.

Now I am itinerant. I spend most of my day away from my room, in someone else's apartment, in the commons, anywhere, because my room doesn't feel like home. My parents house long ago ceased to be my home. I am homeless, no home but where he is, and he is nowhere I can call home.

(*_*) <3

i miss you Weirdness

this brings to mind the idea of rooming together for this summer, hows that going along by the way? And by that, I mean: are we still looking for places in sauk and baraboo. It would be nice to be closer to everyone this summer. : D

Ever~^*

Long time, Ever. I am coming home this week. But seriously, you should look into the Sauk/Baraboo thing, otherwise I will be in Madison. that one is all set up if I don't find anything else. You should set that up, too, even if it is an hour away from school and work. I like miss you and stuff