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Dang
Posted Apr 17, 2010
Been forever since I've been on here...they must have upped the security, I felt like I was hacking into a secret government treasure archive.
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Latest reply: Apr 17, 2010
Scared Shitless
Posted Apr 28, 2009
Going back to school part time. I can do this...I can do this...
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Latest reply: Apr 28, 2009
And suddenly...
Posted Dec 16, 2008
I have a new beau and a full-time supervisor position with benefits and free tuition at WLC as long as I remain a full-time employee. It's just the sort of eucatastrophe to make me think I'm doing the right thing.
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Latest reply: Dec 16, 2008
Hiatus
Posted Nov 29, 2008
I've decided to go on hiatus from life. Kinda. I'm dropping out of school and trying to live on my own for a while. I did it this summer, but that was a different situation. I'm hopeful though, I think it's the right thing to do.
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Because I feel compelled to write bad poetry...
Posted Nov 14, 2008
I drink chill liquor,
Myself?
Taste nothing.
Spill it all!
Drip.
Drop.
I tried?
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Fireflies blink code to tell them who to love.
They love in others what they do not see
That they possess themselves.
I know all the codes.
Why can’t I find a firefly of my own?
A flutter of wings, a momentary battle,
Then it’s over.
“I know all the codes,” I say, preparing to dine,
“It makes you so easy to catch.”
“No,” he replies, “It’s my fault.
After all, I had to come to you.”
Bastard.
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This is how temptation works—
Something makes me lose all hope.
I scratch and claw just to survive,
The lies soak in,
Drown,
Recede—
Black
This is how temptation works—
Someone makes you doubt yourself.
Your heart tears open with every breath,
Blood soaks out,
Gush,
Trickle—
Red
This is how temptation works—
My dark late November screams at the void.
I smell your soul, such light and heat—
I want it.
Dance. Inhale. Slice.
This is how temptation works—
Wipe your blood off, down the drain—
So easy, when the weakness shows.
Old loves stain your heart,
Old lies stain mine.
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Latest reply: Nov 14, 2008
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