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A Confession

Post 1

Mr. Dreadful - But really I'm not actually your friend, but I am...

I wish I'd never volunteered before/during/after the Foop.

Not because I didn't want h2g2 saved, or that I don't think it was worth the effort, but because it killed my enthusiasm for the site. I burned myself out.

Testing things, discussing things, (arguing about things smiley - winkeye).

It all destroyed my love for h2g2. Because I was now Involved in a way that it turns out was antithetical to how I do the interwebs.

And I hate that feeling.

And I hate being a party pooper around the Two Year Hootooversary.

But I just wanted to say it.

Because each any every person subbed to this journal is awesome and I wanted to explain why I'm not around any more.


A Confession

Post 2

Vip

smiley - hug Burn out is definitely an issue. I did. smiley - cupid coming along and forcing my hand was almost a relief.

But... things change, and that feeling does pass. I'm not around here much, and I barely comment, let alone volunteer, but it's still home. Just being able to dip my toe in and out every now and then has meant that time has healed that wish to push it all away. I no longer feel guilty every time I think about Peer Review, or I wonder how things are going for the mods.

To those who have continued to volunteer throughout the two years I truly tip my hat. You guys are awesome.

smiley - fairy


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Post 3

lil ~ Auntie Giggles with added login ~ returned


Darling Mr D. I think we've all experienced some form of burn-out during the last two years. Don't feel guilty for needing to step away for a while, we will still be here when you get back smiley - hug

Things are not quite so manic behind the scenes anymore, and most of us are now taking regular time away from the 'official areas' to enable us to 'find' our places with the other Researchers and have FUN once more smiley - biggrin

Personally I have a good group of friends who keep me grounded, and RL has become very busy lately smiley - magic

When you are feeling more relaxed, just pop in and say 'Hi' to us occasionally just to let us know you are okay ... promise? smiley - smooch


lil x




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Post 4

Mr. Dreadful - But really I'm not actually your friend, but I am...

Promise! smiley - hug


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Post 5

lil ~ Auntie Giggles with added login ~ returned


Perfick! smiley - smooch


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Post 6

Mr. Dreadful - But really I'm not actually your friend, but I am...

"Things are not quite so manic behind the scenes anymore, and most of us are now taking regular time away from the 'official areas' to enable us to 'find' our places with the other Researchers and have FUN once more"

This is great news! smiley - somersault I think a lot of what did it in for me was that I felt like I couldn't ever just be a 'normal' Researcher. I couldn't argue, because then I'd be throwing my weight around. I couldn't be pally, because that'd be favouritism. smiley - sigh

I will be back. One day.

In fact, that day will be the 1st of November. 'Cause I know how much you all loved me going on about NaNoWriMo last year! smiley - evilgrin


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Post 7

lil ~ Auntie Giggles with added login ~ returned


>>'Cause I know how much you all loved me going on about NaNoWriMo last year!<<


I'll look forward to it smiley - tongueincheek


smiley - winkeye


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Post 8

Magwitch - My name is Mags and I am funky.

You could take part in NaJoPoMo, if you like: A87811653smiley - winkeye


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Post 9

Mr. Dreadful - But really I'm not actually your friend, but I am...

Unfortunately I have an LRP event in the middle of the month, so NaJoPoMo is automatically doomed to fail!


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Post 10

I'm not really here

When I started work on h2g2 I received an apology for them breaking my toy. smiley - winkeye


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