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Hi there, SLAVE2WILLOW...

Post 61

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

The time I've been with Suz has past seemingly quickly and other parts of the year did seem to fly by but 6 months living without physical contact with her in a place that grinds me down, I just don't think it will go quickly... I don't know, I just feel really depressed right now... sorry.

smiley - peacedove


Hi there, SLAVE2WILLOW...

Post 62

Black-Eyed Girl... Sometimes the only sane answer to an insane world is insanity!

I know what you mean m8. Im stuck in this house with folks and the only place I wanna be is with 'Tara' in sheffield. But its so far!

I know I hardly know ya but Im around if u wanna chat!


Hi there, SLAVE2WILLOW...

Post 63

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

I only get to talk online with Suz when I'm here at my mum's... I get to talk to her for a while on the phone there but there's no privacy and I can't afford a mobile...

I'm thinking of giving up on living at the supported housing project and changing my plans for the future and moving in with Suz and her family... It's likely not the wisest course but the atmoshere at the shared house and the attitude of some of the people and the things that go on there just grind me down... it's not a place that is supporting me in getting better...

You live with your folks? Doesn't do much for your self esteem does it...?

smiley - peacedove


Hi there, SLAVE2WILLOW...

Post 64

Black-Eyed Girl... Sometimes the only sane answer to an insane world is insanity!

It might not be great but if the atmosphere is that bad, it may be better for your health if you're not there!!?

Im still with folks, was looking for somewhere else when I had my accident and then ended up stuck in here with them!


Hi there, SLAVE2WILLOW...

Post 65

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

I'm really starting to think that for the sake of my health I should get out of there... I just don't want to have to deal with the sense of defeat that giving up on there will give me...

smiley - peacedove


Hi there, SLAVE2WILLOW...

Post 66

Black-Eyed Girl... Sometimes the only sane answer to an insane world is insanity!

But in the long run mate its gonna be better for you!!

People say that about me, that when my folks aren't here Im happier and calmer. If you can get out, thats what I'd do!


Hi there, SLAVE2WILLOW...

Post 67

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

It all depends on wether Suz's family take well to me... I don't think I'll give up on the place to move back home with my mum...

smiley - peacedove


Hi there, SLAVE2WILLOW...

Post 68

Black-Eyed Girl... Sometimes the only sane answer to an insane world is insanity!

Hopefully they'll take to you and you can get out!
Living with folks has a plus point but the stress levels just go thru the roof!


Hi there, SLAVE2WILLOW...

Post 69

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

*finger crossed*

How are you today?

smiley - peacedove


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