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26th March 2002 part 2

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Lisa the Freak // Poet by the Toga

... hmm.

Added link to picture of me to space. Just because...

Went to 2 banks with mum, mum's friend in Barclays says I should aim to do something in languages, if I'm good at them, because there is good money in languages. I don't know what to do exactly; but lately I have been thinking that psych is not an area for me after all. I can see myself being disturbed by it. And I think the only reason I want to have anything to do with psych is because of my past (SI.. researching SI and psych stuff eg. BPD, DID). So yeah. I'll probably do what I actually want to do, and take German at uni or something. That really does mess up my plans though. I had the next 10 or so years of my life planned out but now I have changed my mind. Euch. I guess it's probably better this way.

There was some weird guy picking up rubbish from the ground on the Promenade, who came up to my mum and asked her if she was Chinese.
"No"
"Well, you see, I want to find a Chinese doctor."
"There are Chinese people in the Regent Arcade upstairs. Why do you want to see a Chinese doctor?"
"I've been having stomach problems... and I've been getting strange headaches."
"Oh."
"are you from Indonesia? Because my ex-girlfriend was Indonesian"
"No. I'm from the Philippines."
"Oh really? Very nice!"
"Your girlfriend is from Indonesia?"
"Well she's not my girlfriend anymore, because she went back to Indonesia to marry her fiancé."
"Oh, I see."
"Thank you..."

Has the world always been like this, and I've just been too wrapped up in myself to notice?


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Post 2

Jimi X

yes


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Post 3

Lisa the Freak // Poet by the Toga

that's what my mum said when I asked her smiley - sadface


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Post 4

wildiris

the world has and always will be like that.... you will run into the strangest people at the strangest times... i have learnt to take what i can from these connections...i liked your journal entry about love...but true love is very hard to find, i hope that you have, and at a young agesmiley - smiley just teasing well hope all is well, and glad that you are able to keep a good head. death is one of the hardest lessons in life to deal with, i hope that you are able to communicate somehow, somewhere. music is a great healer, it inspires and makes you think. dont worry about having to change your goals, you will find where you are comfortable, and what you are prepared to do with the rest of your life, it will constantly change....take care wildiris


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Lisa the Freak // Poet by the Toga

thank you for your kind words, you made me smile. smiley - smiley you remind me of a dream i had years ago in which all the people loved each other for who they were, not what they did... that was a nice world...

smiley - hug

( Thing is, that dream was in goo blue. it was in the days of early h2g2 when i dreamed in goo. that world was on h2g2.

that world is on h2g2. )

smiley - smiley


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wildiris

thank you for the compliment as well. i am told that i am quite a dream. i like to live my life without prejudices, all prejudices... age, sex, colour, rich or poor. although it is a bit naive, ijust like to believe that there is good in all. i have seen bad people as well, actually have let a few into my life, i guess i needed to learn a lesson on naivity. but there are good souls on this earth, and we hope that we can connect with them, and learn what we can from them as well. my mom just called me, thats why it has taken me so long to reply. i am moving home for a bit, to get my bearings, and pull my life back together. take care wildiris


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Post 7

lizza

he who laughs last, thinks slowest.
change is inevitable, except from a vending machine.


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Post 8

Jimi X

very deep

smiley - winkeye


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Post 9

Lisa the Freak // Poet by the Toga

has lizza been reading fortune cookies again? smiley - winkeye


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Post 10

lizza

fortune cookies?
i would but somebody stole the cookies from the cookie jar and i think it were the cookie monster i dont think im making any sense here but oh well. i would ramble on but i dont have anything to ramble on about. oh well u know what they say. a day without sunshine is like...wait for it...night.


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Post 11

Jimi X

smiley - laugh

Cookie Monster!

As he always says 'C is for Cookie...that's good enough for me'

Brilliant! smiley - smiley


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Post 12

Lisa the Freak // Poet by the Toga

smiley - laugh

I love the muppets


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Post 13

lizza

well u know what they say women share mort intimate things then men!


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Post 14

Lisa the Freak // Poet by the Toga

Once again, Lizza strikes with a totally relevent comment. smiley - biggrinsmiley - hug

Hello, my name is Bo, and I am a pesto fiend...........


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Post 15

lizza

if ur happy and u know it clap ur hands.
that song was deffinately made up by some1 who was stonned.

sunday, monday happy days, tuesday, wednesday, happy days, thursday...


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Lisa the Freak // Poet by the Toga

Oh God, the influence of Will upon the world smiley - headhurts
I wasn't in the form room at lunch, so I escaped having to hear that song again. smiley - winkeye
Still, he plays Alice Cooper. smiley - biggrin


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Post 17

lizza

i have just discovered this.
have a hug.
i love you and im the most important person in the world so just you remember that.
have a smartie ive got lots.


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