h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

I thought I'd ramble on in here, cuz I rambled in a conversation thus: http://www.bbc.co.uk/dna/h2g2/alabaster/F19585?thread=124799&post=3050956#p3048421 and a couple more later posts in that page. Basically - discovery that my self esteem must be really, really low, cuz worrying about boring people on the net is just silly. Though I could always sign on under a different name, and that'd be what I considered the boring one, but then it'd still be me, so if ended up killing conversations through banality I'd still feel bad This is what's in my head; it's a complete jumble of thoughts all the time I've just finished birthday stuff for my two younger siblings, took my sis and my mum out to TGIs for dinner, had pre-arranged the birthday cake to come out at dessert time, it all went fabulously, my sis was very happy, but the thought still pops into my head that she could've drunk the wonderful cocktails all night but didn't cuz I'd said at the beginning that I wasn't sure we could drink cocktails All night cuz I might not have that sort of cash! But I only meant all three of us, she could've, but she didn't, and I didn't realise till afterwards, so I feel a bit bad, but that's just cuz she had a great time! I'm feeling a bit lonely, I broke up with my bf before Christmas cuz I wanted a good chrimbly and knew I wouldn't have one with him. I don't want to get back together, and neither does he, but he told me I'm 'the best' the other day, a lot of my ex's tell me that, apparently I'm fantastic, but not quite fantastic enough to be treated with respect, and not quite fantastic enough for them to want to get back with me by treating me with respect. And then I wonder, what do I actually do to expect respect? I'm a lion, but think I turn into a bit of a in relationships. And I think the fear of having to deal with all those smileys above at once scares them, but all that doesn't come out at once! People tell me I'm one of the most chilled out people they know! I'm fed up with being tired, still suffering from a virus and it's zapping my . Being tired is horrid, it makes everything seem worse and you haven't got the energy to do things to make stuff better Still, had a good sleep last night, though stayed up a bit too late watching a program about hairy women, which was interesting, and made me feel lucky I'm quite fair and don't have hairy nipples!! Feeling okay, but I'm gonna get on with some work now cuz else I'll be beating myself up about being on here and not getting work done! I think I'll leave a 'Quote of the journal' bit (this one seems to suit me)... "Well, art is art, isn't it? Still, on the other hand, water is water! And east is east and west is west and if you take cranberries and stew them like applesauce they taste much more like prunes than rhubarb does. Now, uh... Now you tell me what you know." (Groucho Marx) I've rambled! Don't think others will be quite as long! Queegle

I think its nice when people reply to anything I've written... even to say something banal! At least its shown that someone's read what I have to say

btw, do your two younger syblings share a birthday?

*realises this is a bit of a banal posting itself *

That's true, fanks

The birthdays are 8 years and 2 days apart. Me little sis' 18th though so went all out to make sure it was a one, she's my little

I was contributing quite often to The Most Boring and Banal Thread on H2G2 (F19585?thread=244117&latest=1 )!

Yours isn't banal, however if I went to the above thread and said "somebody left me a message, and I read it"... that Would be banal!... in fact, I might just do that!

Queegle

Aha.. now it makes me wonder which is the most interesting thread, though

Wish somebody I had someone to make sure my 18th had been
As it was I did nothing more than feel lonely and get depressed

Still, that was over a year ago now

Awwww!

Still, your next one then will be your 20th? Wait till you get depressed about not being a teenager any more! That was my worst one! Though I solved it by going with mates and getting very drunk!

You should always decide to do summat, even if it's just going to London for the day!

IT'S FRIDAY BABY YEAH!!!

Q