h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Parasuicidal Behaviours... I've got me some Parasuicidal Behaviours...
Nobady gives a damn about me... So I play with Parasuicidal Behaviours...
Parasuicidal Behaviours... I'll just tear up myself for Parasuicidal Behaviours...
My fiancé has left me... So I get lost in Parasuicidal Behaviours...
Parasuicidal Behaviours... I am my Parasuicidal Behaviours...

I finally managed to get Suz to talk to me. Suz has cut herself quite badly. I think she has gone to hospital.

How you doing now? I've been away recently, not on site much Whats happening with you and Suz?

Stealth!??? What's happened? Are you ok??

I haven't quite been 'myself' recently... whatever that means. And Suz hasn't been at her best either... So things were thought, felt and said that that triggered us both to hurt ourselves.

Suz came down to stay for a while and I managed to think feel and say inappropriate things before inappropriate intense anger fed by my selfish desire that she not harm herself and probably my transient paranoia too. The imagined abandonment caused by amongst others and also amongst other thing caused by Suz's determination to poisen herself with repeated over-doses of herbal diet pills lead to what she could justifyably interpret as extreme devaluation
of her.

And I'm waffling so I'll shut up and sod off as no-one really gives a eff.

both

Not that it helps any, but then again, there's not much one can do to help from this far away