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I don't know how much hurt I caused Suz... but it was alot... I've not heard from her all day, she may have done some real harm to hersself because of my paranoia and insecurity and my general pathetic nature... I deserve to die for all I know Suz may be dead... I'll join her in Death.

hi stealthsee!!


plz dont do owt....

If I don't hear from Suz soon I will kill myself... I deserve to die!!!

u dont hunny, i dont know fully wat happened but every1 makes mistakes.... u mite be over worrying i dunno....


i hope u dont

Without Suz I have nothing to live for... I deserve nothing but death and will!!!

i dunno wats happpened so i dunno how or wat to say

wish i cud help

xx

I got paranoid and insecure and confused and said things that hurt her because I lost trust and belief in her and didn't know wether I still knew this personn I loved, I didn't know even if I still loved her just as I was 'calming down' and 'returning to my senses' she went offline before I could tell her I still loved her still wanted to ask her to marry me...

I copuld tell I'd made her cut herself but I don't what she did when she went offline... I haven't heard from her and I don't have her number here... I've asked Justin and Patrick to e mail it to me but they haven't and Amy isn't online to ask...

I think I've killed her or made her not love me anymore... I know I've made her hurt herself and I deserve to die.

Kam now has the number.

awww i seeeee.......

she mite be having a break from this ince all the goings on i dunno, i hope she hasnt done owt......

i wish i cud have helped but i cudnt get on andi dont know her

i hope there sum way of helping both of u, i truly do.. if i cud i wud... xxxx


clairey

Hello Stealth.

As you may have noticed I don't usually reply to your journal. So please take this as an expectional occurance, as that is what it is.

I know that hurting someone you love, whether thats emotional, physical, or any other kind of hurt, also causes pain to the one that causes the hurt. When I suspect that I may have hurt Hannah somehow, it hurts me. So I know that this is true.

But however much you hurt you have to find out what has happened. I can see that in your present situation it's difficult to find out how Suz is. But you musn't to anything to yourself until you find out.

I know that you suspect the worst. But you do not know. You could be entirely wrong. She may be just upset with you. And such things can be corrected.

So. Don't do anything until you know. It may yet turn out for the best.


Geggs

Spent so long writing that, that events overtook me.

Hmmmmmm.



Geggs

I drove her to take an over dose. I do deserve to die. Killing myself will not help Suz... I will stay alive and suffer the knowledge of what I have done to her and hope she will still want to marry me when she out of hospital.

im happy to hear ur stay alive hun, good things come to those who wait as they say

*fingers crossed hugely* for u hunny

clairey x

I sit and
I cry out...
'Oh oh oh. You were going to be my life!'
'Oh oh oh. Do you wish me dead?'
'Oh oh oh. Believe me you're devine!'
'Oh oh oh. Will you ever kiss my bleeding flesh?'
'Oh oh oh. No no no you must not go away!'
'Oh oh oh. Did it hurt when you bled?'
'Oh oh oh. Without you I might as well be dead!'

Im back now, please dont worry about it....I love you ...

I love you too! I love you more than I have words to describe and am so sorry for my paranoia

You dont need to be sorry

Well I'm sorry anyway...

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