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Friday 23rd May 03...

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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

Had my Venlafaxine increased today as one of my psychiatric consultants felt that the 150mg dose wasn't dealing effectively with residual symptoms of depression so tomorrow I'll get 225mg prescription filled... we're both satisfied that the 10mg dose of Olanzapine is helping me make progress with the self harm... despite the stay in hospital a fortnight ago with cuts to my arm...

I have the oppertunity to move into supported accomodation... I haven't decided if I'm going to take it yet... I feel quite ambivilant about it... things haven't been so bad here recently and if I choose to go to residential education rather than work it could be more stressful than staying... but on the other hand it would give me a certain amount of independance and freedom but within a shared home... i don't know what the people at this house are like and wether I would get on well with them or just how ill they are... so I'm kinda scared about going from the frying pan into the fire... also it would likely mean giving up internet access so I'd loose my only friends...

smiley - peacedovesmiley - lovesmiley - peacedove


Friday 23rd May 03...

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Livvi Odori. I might come back one day and when I do, I'll be married to Craig Nicholls

smiley - cuddle


Friday 23rd May 03...

Post 3

Stephanie: who is for once in her life blissfully happy and content

Awwwww.... well you know if you need anything to ask.......


Friday 23rd May 03...

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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

Gah! That last phrase sounds so Alex!

I feel like a malenky nagoy child not ready to face the big bad world.smiley - cuddle


Friday 23rd May 03...

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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

Lost me Stephaniesmiley - erm

smiley - peacedove


Friday 23rd May 03...

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Stephanie: who is for once in her life blissfully happy and content

read the other post and you'll get it. I'm not thinking coherently today


Friday 23rd May 03...

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Amy Pawloski, aka 'paper lady'--'Mufflewhump'?!? click here to find out... (ACE)

smiley - cuddle

Any way you can do a trial period? At the house, I mean...


Friday 23rd May 03...

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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

I can move out again if I don't like it I s'posesmiley - cuddle

smiley - peacedove


Friday 23rd May 03...

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HELP_IM_LOST (why are there not enough hours in the day?)

Independence is always a good thing, if you explain your anxieties about moving into an independent environment, couldnt they let you slowly adjust, say, you stay there at first 3 days a week then slowly increase it?


Friday 23rd May 03...

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Heleloo - Red Dragon Incarnate

hi stealth man
smiley - hug
try staying there a few weekends so you can get to know the others gradually and see how you all get on
might be easier than a big move
smiley - smiley
do what you feel is best for you at this time
smiley - cheers
Hel2


Friday 23rd May 03...

Post 11

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

That's something I'll have to find out...

smiley - peacedove


Friday 23rd May 03...

Post 12

Heleloo - Red Dragon Incarnate

the more info you have stealthy, the easier it will be to make a descision.......
smiley - biggrin


Friday 23rd May 03...

Post 13

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

True.

smiley - peacedove


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