h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Why do i always find a way to screw things up?
wHY CAN'T i JUST BE HAPPY?
Why can't i keep my mouth shut?
Why can't i let things go?
why am i so selfish?
Why don't don't i have the answers?
Why can't i take my life for what it is?
Why can't i take people for who they are?
Why does the mear thought of losing someone make me cry?
why don't i cling so tight things begin to slip away?
why do i want everything to be perfect all the time?
why don't i know what's going to happen in the future?
Why don't i really care?
Why can't i cope with change?
Why worry?

I love you, John.

DZ

I know, I love you too.

Wow, that kind of scared me. If I hadn't known better it would have sounded like you and Katie had broken up. Well whatever it is that is bothering you, know that everything is for a reason, and life will always get better. That's a little bit of wisdom from the wise Chauncey Brown.
Chauncey

thanks. but you weren't too far off. You were off, but not too far. Though i wish you were.

I'm sorry.
Chauncey

No, i was wrong. You were right before chauncey.

why did you have to be right!?

[email protected]
Just do it.
This isn't a nike commercial.

I'm sorry I was right John, but hey with time things will get better.
Chauncey

and

I know we've just been gaming buddies for the last 3 years, but we're friends too. If you need anything, just holler.

Thanks all. s

For some reason a DNA quote has actually help me get through this ok.

"Anything that happens, happens."

For some reason when I thought of this things kinda clicked. I don't really know why, but it makes some sense to me.

You're right, it happened. Everything is gonna be okay!!! (it always is when I'm around )
Chauncey

Dammit! How do i do it? How do I let go?! It's been a week now. I keep telling my self it's over. I know it is. Yet i can't let go. I just can't do it. I thought that i had. But i haven't. I want some one to tell me how. I Want someone to make the hurting stop. She's fine with everything, why can't i be? I know why she is, she's replaced me. NOt wiht a nother realationship but with another friendship. She use to spend all her time with me, now she spends even more time with some one else. But how can i do that? How can i ever fine aonther. She was everthing i could ever ask for and more. Where do i turn? I know i have friends, i know they are there for me, but the thing is i do have friends, what i want is was i can't have. I want her back. But there's nothing i can do the get that. I wish that the reason we broke up was because of me. Then i would know where i went wrong and what i had to do to fix it. But i didn't go wrong. I can't fix this. I feel pathetic. I'm so confused. I had everything and now it's gone. I know everthing it going to be ok. I know life goes on. i know there are other fish in the sea. What i don't know is how i can stop loving someone. Maybe if she would have done something wrong. If i could blame her for something. But i can't. She was always wonderful to me, she still is. So how can i be expected to stop loving her. I can't, i just can't stop.

Oh John!!!
Chauncey

I feel much better after saying that. It feels good to let those emotions out.

it seems to me that you guys forgot about a long haired hippy and that made you all crazy. but hey, thats just me... happy thanksgiving...

EBY! OH HOW I'VE MISSED YOU!!!!!

You best get your booty over to Lincoln and VISIT ME AND JOHN! grr Good to hear from ya, though...hope all's well with you

John cut his hair, and I'm not pleased about it...It was long, pretty, and curly! GRR!

Adios mister

Darth Zaphod(katie)

Good to hear from you katie. I cut my hair,too. I'm probably not going to be able to be in Lincohn (or however you spell it) any time soon. I'm still in Ohio and I'll probably stay here unless anything drastic happens. If you could, tell John to get back on hear. I'd like to hear from him.

Justin

Okay, I'll definitely do that.

How short did you cut it?! Man, if you whacked it all off I'm never talking to you again!! (kiddin'.)

Well if you ever decide to visit or anything, let us know!

DZ

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEBS!