positivefreak
Created | Updated Feb 29, 2004
Started by Patrick, Words from the Heart and the entries related to it are all about putting your poetry in a place it deserves. I don't censore or judge the material, just add it in every time, as the writers add more on the threads. So far, we have the poetry of positivefreak on this page, and Cybercat, Patrick, DIABLOS, GoThic AnGel and Phoniex's on the linked entries. Anyone's welcome to read, enjoy and join!
Elly
Practicing smiling
'Everything is beautiful'
I wish I could see
But sitting near friends alone
is a lonely place to be.
If I were to look around
Forever is ahead
But the colours hurt my eyes
And the quiet hurts my head.
I've realised where I'm sitting
I've looked and I can see
Sitting near my friends alone
A lonely place to be.
I'll tell you a story of not long ago,
In a place that the river knows well,
You may not believe what this fool has to say,
But the truth only memories will tell.
On the night that I speak of the air smelled of dreams,
And I tuned my guitar to the breeze,
When I spoke to the river to see if he cared,
He said play it however you please.
I shrugged and kept playing and all through the night,
The river he babbled to me,
I told him my secrets though why I don't know,
He just seemed like such good company.
At midnight I slept with the whispers of river,
Like music to wash me away,
And it felt like he loved me and I loved him too,
But the truth only memories will say.
I am not a cliff or rock that never feels the cold or even a pebble to be thrown around and caught and played with like a toy for you to use only when you choose or hide away when I'm not needed, like a child, like I try to hide because to look into the waters of crystal scares me.
The shards in your eyes are too sharp and I love you too much.
for Tara
In dreams i dreamt of raven hair,
that touched me when you were not there
of eyes that watched and understood
and knew me like i knew i should
a hand that in my hand felt safe
and real
though just a wish i dreamed
and in our arms we held the world
a slepping child - or so it seemed
protected from it's waking cries
and noise and all too quickly moving pace.
I watched the smile that softly like your touch
slowly spread across your face
and from your eyes that always understood
i knew you like i knew i should.
and now i know i never have to cry
we were always angels - you and i
and though we've never seen celestial sky
someone gave us wings and taught us how to fly.
forever's a concept or maybe a dream
that nobodies captured, that nobodies seen
consider a marriage 'till death do us part,
suggesting forever you hold someone's heart,
so ramantic a notion through which couples led,
can forget that the promise is void once you're dead.
And as she played the fabric of her dream,
she cried and sowed to every seam
the tears she'd cried for years.
And the echoes came 'i love you'
like the times they had before
but there's no-one there to watch her as she's sowing anymore.
'Hello sir and welcome to the psychiatric line,
If you've never been here sir, if this is your first time
then listen to this message, we recorded it last week
because we didn't want to hear another bloody freak.
If you think that you're depressed and feel that you're alone,
you're probly right you boring sod put down the bloody phone.
If you think you share your head with two people or more,
then press the number 1 key...and 2 and 3 and 4.
If you think you're paranoid and don't know what to do,
then please press 5 and don't forget they're coming after you.
If you're posessed by satan, then take your crucifix,
and while you stab a virgin, press 6, 6 bloody 6.
If you believe that you're a smurf, if you're convinced of that,
you don't deserve no therapy, sod off you stupid pratt.
Thank you sir for calling our recorded psycho line,
we hope we've been a help for you in such a trying time
and please don't blame your problems on such thins as life or wine,
we know you're bloody mental as we see it all the time.'
I'm not sure of your opinios,
or what you think i am
but the only thing i will be
is the very best i can
You seem to think i'm capable
of ever so much more
But my bodie's getting tired
And my eyes are getting sore
Let me rest now
Let me sleep
Let me close my eyes
It's obvious I'm not the best
I'm just the one that tries
I once was motivated
I used to give a damn
But the only thing i will be now
is the very best i can
i'll tell you a story of not long ago,
In a place that the river knows well,
You may not believe what this fool has to say,
But the truth only memories will tell.
On the night that i speak of the air smelled of dreams,
And I tuned my guitar to the breeze,
When i spoke to the river to see if he cared,
He said play it however you please.
I shrugged and kept playing and all through the night,
The river he babbled to me,
I told him ym secrets though why i don't know,
he just seemed like such good company.
At midnight I slept with the whispers of river,
Like music to wash me away,
And it felt like he loved me and i loved him too,
But the truth only memories will say.
The trees that they watched growing
and the roots that they watched bend
and the stories of the forests
that they all watched being penned.
And now they wait the day
when they will join them in the earth
and take with them their memories
of merriment and mirth
Until that day i thank those
who watched me as i slept
ensuring that the beauty of the forest would be kept
I thank the little watchers as i know that they were there
showing me a hundred tiny little people care
I'm not sure of your opinios,
or what you think i am
but the only thing i will be
is the very best i can
You seem to think i'm capable
of ever so much more
But my bodie's getting tired
And my eyes are getting sore
Let me rest now
Let me sleep
Let me close my eyes
It's obvious I'm not the best
I'm just the one that tries
I once was motivated
I used to give a damn
But the only thing i will be now
is the very best i can
Terri