h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Sorry guys, just a bad night...but I'm better now...

Really?

Well, more or less, you know me...

no not really, I just know your online persona

That's what happens when you don't reply to emails...

My email kept telling me you're a fraud, won't send email to you.....of course, it also says my mother is a fraud so you can see I trust it....

You must have nudged the "trust no-one" button... Try the addy on my website, that works...

Well, it trusts my friend.....I'll have to later on...it's not leting me on right

Wo norries...

Wo norries? Do you mean No worries?

Yep!!!

I often do that...nairy 'fuff?

Nary a fluff around here!!!

::sigh:: So... argh... I'll probably see the old dearheart and talk to him again today... BLEH...

He's admittedly jealous and angry that I'm happy and he's not. I don't know what he is. And I don't know what to do except I know to remain his friend. I'm just not sure on how to behave now. I'm still a bit at the point where I'd like to knock some sense into him when I get sick of his immaturity... and... argh!!! Just not the most fun situation, but... as I've said before, better than animosity.

I'll have to let you know how it goes. Today is his prom. I was going to go with him, in fact I have the dress, but that was over a month ago when those plans seemed to have been finalized.

Just don't expect things to be any particular way...take things, literally, one day at a time...treat every time you see him as a completely fresh meeting, free from anything tat was said, done, felt awkward in previous times...sounds hard, I know, but it really *can* flow naturally like that...believe me...and just be happy that you can still talk to him...

...Yeah... he ended up getting the day off, and probably tomorrow too. No word from him. Kinda rude, but I'm numb to that at the same time.

So I probably won't talk to him in person until next weekend, which is ok.

HOW IS KINGY!??

Kingy is tired...but otherwise okay, more or less... The (main ) problem at the moment is absolute lack of motivation to do anything...be it uni essays, work, writing...well, that's not entirely true, I *do* have the motivation to write, and know almost word for word what I'm going to write, I just don't have the courage to actually put it down...besides all of those essays I should be doing instead...

YEAH!!! Ah... you can write things, they don't always have to be read by anyone but you, but sometimes it is better to have written them out, then they aren't lingering in your little mind and you can get to your essays.

Bleh. I have a stinky math test I need to finish. It's take-home. My Dad's looked it over and figured out about half the answers(but he's not sharing-- meanie!!!). Bleh Bleh Bleh. Life goes on. I need to look at it this way: I only have to sit in that dull classroom three more times, and NO MORE MATH!!! EVER!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAAA!!!!




So my motivation is against doing my math, and dealing with the last hour or two of work, since there tends to be almost NOTHING to do at that time!!!

What's all this about a 'little mind'?? That's part of the reason for the "Random Writing" section on my website...just a place for me to write anything I feel like writing, whether it be a rant, a stream of consciousness type thing, or just a little scene that comes into my head that doesn't fit in a story, but which deserves to live...I'm supposed to be cleaning...or, really, the proper verb would be "excavating" ...my room...I've got a little way...to wit, I've picked things up off the floor and onto my bed...so when it's time to go to bed, they'll go in the reverse direction...

YAY!!! I'll have to check that out in a day or two... YAY!!!



We have similar cleaning methods.