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The things I've come to fear the most....
Steph~ "Yeah, we only want a beat that we can drum to" Started conversation Nov 30, 2004
Well, I'm offically not a good person.... I have continually said very dumb things to people that I care about deeply. I cannot for the life of me remember why I said them, but I did. So, I send out the great big apology, and again ask for forgiveness....
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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Posted Dec 2, 2004
Why are you not a good person? 
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Steph~ "Yeah, we only want a beat that we can drum to" Posted Dec 3, 2004
I say things to you that I know are hurtful, I repeatedly cave in when people ask to much of me and try to do those things anyway, I just am.
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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Posted Dec 4, 2004
You are not a bad person.
It is no fault of yours that I hurt. My mind is bruised and scared. You didn't make those scars. It's your fault they hurt when they are touched.
I'm sorry.
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Steph~ "Yeah, we only want a beat that we can drum to" Posted Dec 7, 2004
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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Posted Dec 8, 2004
It's ***NOT*** your fault...
Sh!t when will learn to read these things through amd spot the errors.
Tis no fault of yours that I have triggers etc... There's no magic
fix to them.
I'm sorry that I hurt you, I love you.
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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Posted Dec 11, 2004
I'm sorry that i problems that the more someone cares about me the harder they are to cope with I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm sorry.
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Steph~ "Yeah, we only want a beat that we can drum to" Posted Dec 15, 2004
honey, I hurt myself. I tend to think the worst in people and then take everything they say to heart.
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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Posted Dec 15, 2004
*Kisses her forehead and cuddles her*
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Steph~ "Yeah, we only want a beat that we can drum to" Posted Dec 15, 2004
Thank you needed that...
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Steph~ "Yeah, we only want a beat that we can drum to" Posted Dec 15, 2004
check out my new, well not so new art site, pyrogirl66.deviantart.com and you can see what crap stuff I've done lately.....
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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Posted Dec 16, 2004
The poems are good hunni...
Reminds me I've never seen a picture of you.
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Steph~ "Yeah, we only want a beat that we can drum to" Posted Dec 17, 2004
I've been working on that my digital camera isn't liking my laptop, well come to think of it neither is the phone line at home... but I'll try to do that like erm.....well sometime on break, which is the next two weeks.....
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The things I've come to fear the most....
- 1: Steph~ "Yeah, we only want a beat that we can drum to" (Nov 30, 2004)
- 2: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Dec 2, 2004)
- 3: Steph~ "Yeah, we only want a beat that we can drum to" (Dec 3, 2004)
- 4: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Dec 4, 2004)
- 5: Steph~ "Yeah, we only want a beat that we can drum to" (Dec 7, 2004)
- 6: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Dec 8, 2004)
- 7: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Dec 11, 2004)
- 8: Steph~ "Yeah, we only want a beat that we can drum to" (Dec 15, 2004)
- 9: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Dec 15, 2004)
- 10: Steph~ "Yeah, we only want a beat that we can drum to" (Dec 15, 2004)
- 11: Steph~ "Yeah, we only want a beat that we can drum to" (Dec 15, 2004)
- 12: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Dec 16, 2004)
- 13: Steph~ "Yeah, we only want a beat that we can drum to" (Dec 17, 2004)
- 14: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Dec 17, 2004)
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