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it's 03h30pm, just got a text from him saying that he is ok, and that his wife says she doesn't want to lose him. all he does is worry about me, begs for me to be ok, and that he'd call me tonight. i texted him back saying that ididn't want to lose him either, but who the hell am i? and that i understand his wifes feeling of sorrow, anger and hatred towards me. so now i'm gonna sit tight and wait like an idiot for his phone call and wonder all along what he'll say. i'll see, but sometimes i am afraid of what he'll say, even though i know it would be best to finish this thing with him and let him get on with his marriage, but some part of me says to not let go, and fight for him. even though it seems he's a cheat and liar ( to his wife) i think that he is worth fighting for, but it's not my fight, i won't get a say in what happens.
secretly i hope he will leave her, but i'd never say that out aloud to him ior anyone else. and if he did, i'd advise him to stay at his parents for some period of time. is that wishfull thinking or what???????????? i'll let you know about the phone call eventually, until then, be strong, keep the faith. xxx