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It wears me out
QuietNefertari Started conversation Oct 25, 2006
To constantly have to PROVE that I love you
That you over and over again doubt that I tell the truth when I say that I love you
That you choose to forget all the times when I caress you, kiss you, say that I love you
That you have made your mind up that I just don't love you
That being tired, not being dressed to the teeth, being slightly overwheight, not wearing contact lenses is PROOF that I don't love you
That you wake me in the night, accusing me of not loving you
That when I have assured you once again that I do love you, you finally can sleep
And then I lay sleepless wondering what the h*ll is wrong with you
Will you *please* start loving yourself?
See that you are
Very intelligent
Very good looking - so what if you have grey hair and some wrinkles? So has Clint Eastwood...
In very good shape - with all that time you spend in the gym and running in the forest how could you not be?
A high performer at work
What you lack is
self confidence
some distance to all the high demands you put on yourself
and on me
a bit of humour
I don't know when you lost your sense of fun
Sometimes I joke, sometimes you appreciate my jokes
But you rarely joke, do you?
I would love that.
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