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I thought
QuietNefertari Started conversation Oct 9, 2006
...that I was over you.
That the romantic bit would pass, and I could move on now.
To live in harmony with my husband and children.
But still, I think of you.
I regret that I never kissed you. That I never let you stay the night with me.
We could not have sex, but how could you know that?
Will we ever meet again?
I miss you so.
I try to be cool, easygoing, not being desperate about you. I really try.
But inside, I ache. I feel like someone in a romantic movie. In The bridges of Madison county. In Chocolate.
On the plane, I cried. If anyone had asked, I would have answered truthfully:
I just left someone I love, and I don't know if we will ever meet again.
And we never admitted in words to eachother, how much we care.
Because I do believe you care. I do.
I think you know that I am in love with you. You must know.
But I wish you always, the happiness were you are. There is a woman in your life. Your friend - one of your best friends - believes you two are so right for eachother. Only you haven't realised it yet.
Or maybe you have, but haven't dared the dive into the unknown. I just hope that I am not in the way. At the same time, remember me always.
We are a thousand kilometers apart. It's not like we can flirt at work or out in town. All we have is email. Few and far apart.
Please, keep in touch. It hurts, but I hurt without it too.
I thought
QuietNefertari Posted Nov 6, 2006
And today, there is a mail from you:
You miss me!
What can we do about that?10000 kilometers...
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