h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Why do I allways try to put you through this? Every time it's your fault and never my own. I pretend you don't care, that you don't know what it's like, but you do. You came here, stood in my shooes, lived a life here and experienced all that I'm going through, only with it you also died, stung up to a tree with your flesh ripped oin your back and nails driven tryough yout hands and feet. You dided that death for me, how can I be so blind. i'm so sorry.
I love you.

Take care of yourself man...

Find the strength that your faith offers and use it to prop yourself up until you regain your own strength to stand alone again. There's no shame in that.

Hang in there Y,

I know some of the pain that you are feeling. Your writings remind me that I went through something very similar when I was in College. There is light at the end of the tunnel, but you have to give it time. Try not to blame yourself for any of the feelings that you might have. I can't say much more because I found that period very difficult, but I do know I am the better for it now, and I suffer no ill-consequences from it.



Woodpigeon

Thanks for your support guys, I'm begging to feel better thought still a little bitty inside.

Nick