h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Today two things happened, neither nice.

It seems as though I have lost my best friend to an arrogant little B*****d and my brother is threatening to out me again. I am giving up now, whenever I get my self-security back this guy finds some way to destroy it and then says that all psych problems are "attention seeking" and should be ignored.

*rests head on wall*

Wow. That's the first though that strikes me. Wow.
Maybe I should introduce myself, so that I don't see to be intruding in your life (although that's rather hard to do here, I suppose).
I'm Suite Madame Blue, an American Styx fan who's site-hopping at 1am. Funny, I'm just hitting names that are on the site, and looking at their home pages until I get tired.
But this entry struck me.
And I had to respond.
I hope you still don't feel frustrated like that, I can just *see* your head on the wall, ready to give up and lose hope of ever feeling "Normal."
And although I don't know exactly what you're feeling, or felt, I do sympathize, because I have a little brother that used to threaten to tell my parents everything as well.
I hope things are better for you now, because things do get better.
"Someday soon we'll stop to ponder what on earth's great spell we're under. We make the grade and still we wonder who the hell we are."

You should read some of my poetry

Things have definitely picked up though as can be seen by some of my later Journal entries.

Glad to hear that. I hate it when people are down and out. That's how I met one of my best friends in high school - kept at him until he smiled. I can still make him smile.

*stares*

Read "Dream a Little Dream"

Sam is almost exactly like me... even down to the fact that at his age he doesn't seem to smile much. I am trying to do the same as you.