This is a Journal entry by Stephanie: who is for once in her life blissfully happy and content

I'm better now.....

Post 1

Stephanie: who is for once in her life blissfully happy and content

Minor episode there. I am perfectly fine now thanks to Kelsey whom I think I now really owe a spectacular birthday. She gets me through those awful days. I don't know what I would do without her sometimes. To anyone I worried if they care, I apologise.
On to happier topics. I started my Batik today and am half way through with it. (for those of you who don't know what a Batik is they are cloth patterns done with wax and dyes, they look really cool) I am finally getting something done. I am getting rave reviews for my part in the play. (You love me! You really love me!!) Sorry Sally Field moment. All these little kids who came and saw it are coming up to me and asking for my autograph. It's odd. So I think I am off to watch Whose Line is it Anyway because it's on soon


I'm better now.....

Post 2

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

smiley - cuddle
Glad the play is going wellsmiley - ok

The US version of Whose Line is quite funny but nothing compared to the Original C4 version!

I used to make Batik are primary school, I was quite goodsmiley - winkeye

smiley - peacedove


I'm better now.....

Post 3

Stephanie: who is for once in her life blissfully happy and content

Ha Ha .... more smiley - cuddles Sorry am a bit nuts today.... I get to finish my first Batik tomorrow... I am so happy!!! Then I get to paint... My one true love..... ahhhhhhhh...... I like these good days.... I'm just curious but what has changed that you have been the happiest these last three or so weeks??? I'm just curious.... I also kept forgetting to ask... I'm not so good about those kind of things...


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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

One thing is that I know I will never have any contact with Suz ever again, this is what I think US folk call 'closure'. Also I'm on drugs that are helping me, i went to Bristol and had an amazing time at the Full Cycle event and until today I kinda felt like I was getting somewhere in fight against my depression.

smiley - peacedove


I'm better now.....

Post 5

Stephanie: who is for once in her life blissfully happy and content

Awwww..... yeah us "US folk" as you call us do like closure.... Burning pictures is also quite effective....... I'm happy you are feeling better about yourself....... I think that everyone needs to be happy. Especially nice people like you!! smiley - smileysmiley - tongueout


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Post 6

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

Thanks hunsmiley - smiley

smiley - peacedove


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Post 7

Stephanie: who is for once in her life blissfully happy and content

I might get to see The Matrix: Reloaded tomorrow!!!! This makes me very happy cause I get to stay with my surrogate family! Yay! Sorry I am a happy bubble of energy today.


I'm better now.....

Post 8

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

I'm happy for yousmiley - smiley I love the cinematic experiance and the trailers for Matrix reloaded make it look like a real good'nsmiley - ok

smiley - peacedove


I'm better now.....

Post 9

Stephanie: who is for once in her life blissfully happy and content

*wraps her hands around his neck and plays with his hair* Ha ha..... I got you.....


I'm better now.....

Post 10

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

*Rubs his hands down her back and pulls her close,smiley - kiss*
Oh no, I'm caught in your web.

smiley - peacedove


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Post 11

Stephanie: who is for once in her life blissfully happy and content

*giggles* Last time I checked I wasn't a spider...... *kisses him softly*


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Post 12

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

*Runs his hand through her hair as kisses her*

smiley - peacedove


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Post 13

Stephanie: who is for once in her life blissfully happy and content

Ahhhhhh...... (satisfied ahhhing by the way)


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Post 14

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

How are you this morning?

smiley - peacedove


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Post 15

Stephanie: who is for once in her life blissfully happy and content

Good and isn't it like two there?? not exactly morning....


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Post 16

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

Good goodsmiley - smiley
Tis 2:01 so it is afternoon here but still morning there methinkssmiley - smiley

I've been up all an hour and a half...

smiley - peacedove


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Post 17

Stephanie: who is for once in her life blissfully happy and content

yeah it's 9:04 still morning been up a half hour


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