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ok so this is a good situation to be in im living with my fiance who i met off of ld 2 years ago i love him to bits he's my world and i thought it was returned but now im not so sure i was just coming on to emails when i pressed my b/f email no. and the password came up so i pressed cancell and i was flung into my email so i went about my business and sent a email to someone off of here when it had sent it was on my b/f email for sent messages dont know why telewest hiccup i think anyway being a woman i noticed that one of the emails he had recently sent said fancy a coffee so i read it and apparently at his xmas party (i didnt go they dont invite parteners) he had a fling with a work mate he was saying in his email to this lass how he needed to see her to tell her how he feels about her this lass has gone on holiday at the moment so she hasnt replied to him yet im in a dither about this cos i dont want to lose him im not from newcastle im from yorkshire originally so alone here

hello dee, hows u?
i cant belive that ur b\f would cheat on u?
i bet he was pissed, as i am sure that he didnt mean it?
i have had girls cheat on me :o(
i have just broke up with my g\f who i met on LD.
i just need space, she thinks i have a new g\f, but i dont.
i just dont want 2 get hurt again.
i have been so sad since yesterday.

hiya well he wrote it all in a email this lass hasnt replied yet cos she's on holiday its hard cos it was only saturday we were talking about marriage yet he sending emails to work colleagues i dont know what to do im scared of losing him i guess but it goes against all my beliefs cos i would never cheat on anyone and he knows i feel strongly about cheating he had the opportunity on saturday to finish with me so why didnt he but the email he sent sounds like he wants a future with this lass he's at work at the mo. might just poison his tea

i think u 2 need 2 sit down and talk?
i bet he does love u, and he fills bad 4 wot he has done.
as blokes just love it when we know that a girl likes us? it is just a man thing.
has things been ok with u 2 in the past weeks??? i am sure u 2 can sort it out.
i am here 4 u, if u need 2 chat

aw thanks for that message things have been fine over the last few weeks im still not sure what to do about it its a good job im good at hiding my feelings perhaps thats what he's doing too time will tell i guess xx