h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

22 June 2005

It's past 2am and I'm still awake. Pet Care Associates called me to tell me that nothing can be made final til the doctor interviews one last person and comes back from his trip (no idea if it's a vacation or what) and they figure out who's staying and who's living PCA. GREAT! And I got fired from the job I had cause I went to their friggin interview. Really smegging great! What am I supposed to do til then? I can't leach off my mom. It's not right!
The economy is crap right now and will be for a loooooong time, too. Erego, it's gonna be hell to find work. Dammit!
Web Masta is unemployed as well. I miss her horribly and wish I could talk to her. But, I sometimes wonder how she feels about me. Usually she's kinda cold to me, like I either don't exist or she is trying to ignore me in hopes I'll go away. But when she's been drinking - whoa momma! All of a sudden it's like we've been friends since school! She treats me totally different when she's had about ten beers. Either way, I still love her very much and wish I could talk to her more often. I know how to reach her - email, phone, posts, don't think she has any IM services anymore, so that's out. With any of them I worry that I'm bothering her and/or Big Daddy, that I might be a third wheel or just an annoyance altogether. That's why I don't communicate with a lot of my friends, I don't want to be a bother or burden, etc.
So.....I sit here....
Alone....
*sigh*
Maybe I should go ahead and become a bitch hermit....