h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

If your looking for something humorous or sarcastic which are the usual trademarks of my exsitance, than read a different post. This is completely serious.

Today started fine for me, i'm a little sick but still ok. Then english came along. Second class of the day. It started out fun, we'd just had a large test so we were kind of celebrating and were watching finding Nemo. Then, with out warning another teacher comes in the room and our english teacher stops the movie.

Here's where my day gets F****d up. Crystal, a girl in my class and friend of mine, was was crossing an unmarked railroad crossing after a train had passed. Unfortunately, she did not see a train coming from the other direction. She was killed instantly.

This is the second time in two years that a girl from my class has been killed in an acident. Though this time it was different. This time it was one of my friends, not some one that rarely spoke to me like before. This time alcohol wasn't involed. There was nothing to blame for this. It just happened. There wasn't anything anyone could have done to stop it.

There everyone was, laughing and having a good time, then the news hits us and most everyone breaks into sobs. I don't. Now I deal with people looking at me, thinking that i don't care. They think just because i don't morn the same ways as they do that i am a bitter and uncaring person. They are wrong. Lucky for me I have a friend, Jerrod, he's the same way as me. We wandered off, while everyone in crying, to find an empty room. What do we do? We start making jokes. Not at Crystals expense, but at the times we'd had together. So there was our laughter, mixed between the wails and cries of the rooms around us. Should i die, that's how I'd want it. People Laughing.

If you died, I wouldn't be laughing. I'd be crying--for a long time. But then, after a while, I'd start laughing I'd remember your pitiful attempts at spelling correctly. I'd remember you sticking an icecube down my shirt. I'd remember watching retarded movies that your brother owns. I'd remember meeting you on h2g2, the infamous Cozad speech meet, the nickel, and Dairy Queen. Then I'd cry again. I'm sorry you had a rough day, dear. I love you

DZ

*s DZ*

Thank You my Love.

*s some more.*

Hey Johnny Boy, I'm sorry!! If you died I would probably jump around joyously!! No, just joking. I would be said because then I would have no one to help me pick on Katie. You know, talking about John's future funeral made me think, I'm not one bit afraid to die. I'm more than ready to die. Kind of odd I know, but oh well.
Chauncey

Hi Skullock
sorry to here about your loss
after a bad experience... mainly two grandparents dieibg within a month of each other i went into total denial
i refused to beleve that death was reall and that it could effect me
but one the shock wore off and i had time to greave i rememberd the good times i had had
and i wasent sad about loosing them i was happy for all the good times i had had while thay were alive

Thank you Chauncery and Anthea.

Yo Skullock, I know what you're going through; someone that lives on the same road as me and goes to my school died last week while on holiday... I also know what you mean when you said some people can't understand why you don't cry... we all have different ways of dealing with things...

~Skenvoy

My condolences Skenvoy. Yet it is good to know some one can relate to me.