h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

...I recognise this hopeless, heavy feeling. Great. Just what I need.

They phoned me back today but I was asleep, catching up on what I lost the night before. Apparently, I was given the message, and I reacted, but I don't remember it. It's kind of frightening because I feel I have no control over my sleep patterns whatsoever. And if I talk to anybody about it they just look at me like I'm in denial of laziness...responses like: "I wish I could sleep all day" or, "we all feel like that occasionally." yeah. Right. OCCASIONALLY. I get this all the time.

I just want to know what it is that triggers this off...maybe the stress of the interview. I've managed to convince myself that if I do get this job I'll screw up on the first day. I said I could use QuarkXpress so i'm expecting to have to do something really complicated that'll expose me for the imposter I am.

Of course people SAY I'd be good at it, and that's very kind, but I don't feel it. And if you don't feel it, the energy that you carry with you changes...and so do people's responses to you. Sometimes I hate having this kind of knowledge.

Hi spacemuse

just to say in my experience potential employers do not telephone to tell you that you have not been successful.

I am the opposite to you sleep pattern, awake all the time yawn

seriously though that telephone call was good news
you should return it when more alert.

Hello there, mysterious person, thank you for replying to my journal entry. I was going to post a hello on your webspace...but it is a compelling blank as yet.

I get that way after a visit to the shrink or a talk with my lawyer. The two were treating me for the results of the same thing: former employer. I've been seeing the nice doctor for a bit over three years now. We've just changed the nice green pill for four nice orange pills and I feel better. Next comes a nice single pill that is like the four nice pills rolled into one. The pills aren't perfect, but they make it possible to wash the dishes as often as once a month! Wooo Hooo! I've learned to celebrate the small gains instead of dwelling on the big (w)hole.

Darlin l've bee on every think from Thorzine to Haldol.
Until a Went to the VA and they gave me Navane. And Voila no problems.
l think the Pills Cause more harm than good. l would look to a pschologist to tell your thoughts to and Fire the Pill Pushers till l found the right one.