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Razorblades in a bottle of vodka
Sierra Indigo - now Cheesecakethulhu flavoured Started conversation May 6, 2002
When you’re that afraid of pain and rejection that your last several relationships have been with people you’ve never even met...
When people scare you that much that being outside is an exercise in panic and psychosis managment...
When you can’t even form platonic relationships with people because you’re so inalienably different from everyone else in the world, yet inexplicably the same...
When you crave company with every fibre of your being, but are too terrified of f**king everything up to even try to go out and socialise...
When you go to work or school for a full 40 hour week, but spend every weekend alone, talking to the only people who seem to understand you on the other side of the world...
When you want to smash every dish in the house, and sit bleeding amongst the shards of glass and crockery with a knife at your wrist and tears in your eyes...
Razorblades in a bottle of vodka. At least it won’t hurt as much as it does right now.
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