h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

I havn't had much to say here recently. Its not because I don't care about you all, I just can't find the words.

I wanted to help someone here, but I got told my friendship was empty and meaningless. I have been talking to this person on and off for some time. They seem to forget they used to talk to me. He came to me for advice once and then later said I was like hitler. I wanted to help him but there is only so many insults I can take.

Still I meant my offer of friendship to him and still would if he wanted it. Can't bear it being thrown back in my face again. So I'll leave this one to rest.

Just needed to say it here to try to get it out of my system.

Another reason I havn't been talking much in all your journals is a new friend that some of you have, I have tried a few times, but I just can't get on with him. So I'll stay here, and wish you all well. I am really not good with people am I?!

JEllen here. I haven't forgotten about you Kaz, I'm still reading your journal and like to hear what is up with you.

Here's what is up with me. I have worked my schedule around to that I am awake now during the daytime. We shall see if it lasts. Last night I went to the zoo and saw Zoo Lights, everything was beautiful and festive. The was also a latern lighting ceremony at a nearby museum. I had a great time. Other than that things are quiet here too today. I need to do laundry today, catch up on things like that.

Me too, I'm glad you still pop by

I know who you're referring to Kaz--he feels the same about anyone feeling anything for him *sigh*

I've been pretty quiet because I've just not had time to do backlog, much less post anything! Only have time today because Faith was sick yesterday and I felt not so great as well, so I told my friend that I couldn't watch her daughter today (which I hate having to do, because we need the money)

Hi Kaz ,

Just to say I am still wandering by your quiet lounge m'dear.

Hope, love & purpose,
Matholwch /|\.

Hi, Kaz. I want to send you an email to get more details about these things where we can speak more freely. You're good with people until they hurt you: I can relate to this quite well and understand perfectly. Just trust me that no matter whom else I talk to, you *are* a very special friend to me, and while I don't take sides in things that don't concern me, if I see someone hurt or be cruel or rude to you, that will have an impact on how I perceive that person and any potential for acquaintanceship.

Hi Kaz
I have been gone a month and scarce before that.
Hope you will continue to pop in and let us know how you are doing.

I saw while reviewing some backlog that Moonglum has gotten a job! Congratulations to him!
I hope it will suit him well.

How and what is your creative side doing these days?
You were terribly busy in the last few months - still the same?

Hi Abbi

is your building work finished yet? I seem to have lost contact with what you have been doing. I will check I havn't mucked up my friends list.

Pain is taking away my creative side temporarily, I am sure you know that feeling much more than me. Skys here have been grey for weeks now, I want blue sky for photos, they come out much better!

I am adjusting to Moonglum being back at work, its nice and quiet again!

Cloudy skies don't make for as pretty photos as sunny skies. It's been quite cloudy here as well, as it often is this time of year. I'd prefer it cold and sunny than overcast and not as chilly. But it won't get quite cold till around New Year's (it rarely snows in Chicago till after Xmas), so I have to wait till January for the cold, clear, sunny days.

I'm sorry to hear that pain has been putting a damper on your creativity. I wish that it weren't so!

So, things are nice and quiet again with Moonglum back at work, eh? But wasn't it nice having him around lots for a little while? Though I know that in a small apartment, it's hard to find enough personal space and privacy at times (I remember a phone call we had where you were lying on your kitchen floor!).

Kaz the construction has been on hold and was to start up again this week. I think the Holiday will make that difficult. Pieces and parts back ordered then the Holiday so no telling when the thing will be finished. I just know it will be some day so that has to be enough for now.

My in-laws dropped by for a bit (10 days)and that slowed things too.
Really wish they would ask if it is a good time Sort of messed with the Holiday planning and shopping too. It was good to see them and they are getting older so I suppose it is best they come when they can since I do not plan to travel anymore.