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CRackheads and Nazis

Post 1

terminalfrost

To try to explain what God does in my life to a nonbeliever is near impossible. I understand for I spent much of my life as a nonbeliever. A devout antichristian. I wish there were things I could say to make the nonbelievers I care about want to know more. However, all I can do is tell the truth, and pray. I wish those that didnt believe would at least be open to it, after all, its only because I care. Nonchristians often fail to understand why Christians are so persistant. Its because the point of Christianity is centered on principles of love and being better than human nature allows. Its about living for something other than selfish desires. Its about loving your fellow man, and being better than the average person. Its about love, true love. Love without God is not true. Why? If love comes from man and man alone it is not pure. Also it is temporary. God is perfect, therefore love from God is perfect. God is eternal, therefore love through God is eternal. That is how I stuck it through with Jerelyn for so long. Even though my walk was not pure, I belonged to Christ at the time. My example for love was set 2000 years ago when Christ sacrificed himself for us. Love that I feel follows an example set by God. But this is more complicated than I can write at this moment because I am tired.
Why do nonchristians not care? Why did I not care? I have always sought the truth. I thought the truth lied it what was substatial, thought I longed for this world to be more than just what it appeared. Thats a long story though, and for another time.

Heres a moment of confusion. First, Im infamous. Then Im a bible nazi. Next what we shared is not considered a fond memory. Then she tells me shes felt sad when she read the emails I sent her. Now why is she sad? Crackhead girl. Shes lucky I like her.


CRackheads and Nazis

Post 2

feminazi

i'm moody okay! heheh


CRackheads and Nazis

Post 3

terminalfrost

Moody eh? Well, if I wasnt so taken with you, I suppose that Id have told you to have a nice life a long time ago, so consider yourself lucky.


Fatty!!!


CRackheads and Nazis

Post 4

feminazi

lucky eh? i'm the lucky one....hmm blah, blah, blah...hehe


CRackheads and Nazis

Post 5

terminalfrost

Yup. If I wasnt the patient and understanding guy I am do you actually think Id put up with you?? HAHA I am lucky to know you. I admit it. But dont tell anybody.


CRackheads and Nazis

Post 6

feminazi

uhh, i'm confused what exactly are you putting up with again?


CRackheads and Nazis

Post 7

terminalfrost

hm
oh well


CRackheads and Nazis

Post 8

feminazi

you still confuse me...hehhee


CRackheads and Nazis

Post 9

terminalfrost

I dont see how
but hey
you are the crackhead here


CRackheads and Nazis

Post 10

feminazi

yup oh yup this is true....so....have you moved yet?...guess what i bought a car, ya know one that is mine, hehehe its exciting...you need to come out with me somewhere....lemme know k?....talk to ya lata....bye


CRackheads and Nazis

Post 11

terminalfrost

Well...where and when crackhead??


CRackheads and Nazis

Post 12

feminazi

whenever....is good for me i work 5-10 on mon, 5-10 on wed and 5-10 both sat and sun so if you wanna come by you can.....bye


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