h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

I don't know why I have this stupid habit of staying up so ridiculously late for no good reason. It's 3:30 am for gods (be he dead or alive) sake.
Today I bought an Ice-axe...whoooh.
Then I went home where my father had returned from holiday.
My step mum intigated another deeply insulting paranoid, pointless argument which ended in her leaving. I now truely believ that she is a paranoid schizophrenic. I can't cope with her anymore. For the first time in my life I was going to kill someone, somehow I managed to restrain myself and consequemtly had a nervous breakdown.
I cannot comprehend how she can be so needlessly cruel and insulting, and still think that it's everyone else that is causing the problem.
It's going to have to be her or me. She really needs help. How can you force people in to psychiatric care without their consent. She cannot live in this society, it's impossible.