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Ddychweledig - pining for the Fjords

Someone linked to my pre-meet photos smiley - yikes!
I feel bad for not taking more wide ranging ones now!!
*has been generally browsing*
Nyssa and Njan looked wonderful, which is cool.
Even if I didnt get to meet her smiley - blue. (not that I'd of had the confidence to go and say hello, she wouldnt of wanted to talk to me anyway as Im just lame and Ohhhh smiley - bluesmiley - blue)
*taps keyboard absent mindedly*.
I started to learn the guitar last night, I can do the chords for Maxwells Silver Hammer smiley - biggrin. The oboe is going back, woodwind just isnt my thang. Lol, and guitars are much cheaper to buy. and look cooler. *drools over the idea of playing the Bass guitar, then smacks herself*
Im trying not to cut, Im trying really hard - MARCUS! my arm is healing, there are just scars there at the moment. on one of the pre meet photos you can see how red with cuts my arm was on Friday smiley - blue.
I found it rather..insulting the way some people are prejudiced to age. As some people know (you know what I mean), Marcus is 15. I used to feel odd about the prospect of an 18>15 relationship, but i often find myself being suprised that he IS only 15. Both Marcus and my brother have suddenly rapidly matured over the last 5 months.
Stealth laughed in my face @ the pre-meet when he verified that Marcus was 15. I've told myself to understand that because he is an only child(?),that he isnt as used to interaction with younger children as I am. Im not angry and Im not trying to insult Stealth, depsite what he thinks I do respect him and its not his fault that he feels how he does generally...especially if the paroxatine is as 'annoying' as he makes out it to be. *sighs deeply*
(I realise this journal is getting long. Sod it, you dont have to read any further if you dont want to smiley - tongueout)
My finger tips hurt smiley - nahnah...from playing the guitar i mean.
There's a man sitting opposite me that looks like a cross between Patrick and the jokey office man from The Fast Show (the one in the multi coloured shirt and the ginger hair.)
Ooh, wow, so much..ness! NOW theres a man who was waiting in Highworth Clinic while I was waiting too! (the psychiatric clinic @ the hospital).
*sighs*
I have 27 mins left and I really need the loo.Ooh, I was going to print off guitar chordy things as my scribbles are hard to read *goes off to do that*
xxsmiley - vampirexx


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Amy Pawloski, aka 'paper lady'--'Mufflewhump'?!? click here to find out... (ACE)

I was the one that gave the link to the photo people... Maybe I should have asked firstsmiley - blush


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The Researcher formally known as Dr St Justin

smiley - cuddle

Moving on to guitar now! At least that won't ruin your embouchure (or however you decided you spell it! smiley - tongueout)

Sweetie, so long as *you* are happy in your relationship, what everyone else thinks is of no consequence. It's not them that's in the relationship, is it?

I know it's a bit late now, but I hope you got to the loo... smiley - winkeye


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Amy Pawloski, aka 'paper lady'--'Mufflewhump'?!? click here to find out... (ACE)

And like I forgot to say earlier, because the server failures had me a bit smiley - grr, no one would think twice if *he* were 18 and you 15... Double standards suck.


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Saint DIABLOS.P.O.D. -Patron Saint of Goths

exactly smiley - cuddle Hi wele luv smiley - kiss


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