h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Nick isnt lucky to have me. And i havent got any chocolate Oh dear...I wasnt this paranoid and self-loathing earlier today..and give myself a break!? I've been bumming around for 9 months! well...8 and a half.

Hell Kat you could have almost made a baby in that time. That has nothing to do with anything.
I didnt mean a break as in a rest, i meant don't be so hard on your self . I haven't got any chocolate either

*scared*
NO sperm is coming near me! Call me childish but eeeew!

I have to be hard on myself. I always have been. It means that when people tell me something bad about myself I generally already know it. Apart from the whole head thing.

How are you by the by? And what you been up to?

One of the advantages of being gay must be the lack of contact with sperm , it has to be said.
Why are you expecting people to say bad things to you. Have you risk assessed this. People don’t say bad things too often, when they do if its one you haven't thought of it can make you feel bad. It can also make you feel bad if its one you've already thought of, but generally its not a good idea to dwell upon these things because the risk of someone saying something horrible to you is rather small. ( unless you know some nasty people of course)
I'm fine, been by the water in the village with my small girl all day. My eldest in Newquay on the pull, just had a text saying that they have met a bunch of guys from London.
Tomorrow were off on the moors with the bikes am looking forward to it.

Hey sounds nice! I was really disappointed with Newquay though! Just seemed to be kids standing in the street trying to look cool whilst not actually doing anything. And it was really small!!! I walked from one end to the other, back again, then said I was bored.

This is what someone once said to me:

"everyone knows what youre like. most people of scared of you. or just think you'll flirt to get where you want. ok so people may not always like me but at least i dont have a reputation"

Now tell me I shouldnt think people are going to tell me the worst about myself. And you know the worst thing? Regardless of whether people tell me that's true or not I don't know!
Like once I thought I would bounce on the ground if i climbed out a 7th floor window, but on the way I got distracted by the bricks on the outside of the wall and was just leaning further and further and then my friend caught me. Later she said I would never have fallen out the window even if she hadn't caught me but I remember thinking at the time that I almost had. Who's correct? Who knows!

Tomorrow I've got to hoover my entire house (new build so huge 5 bedrooms, kitchen, hall, dining room, study, sitting room, and 4 toilet/bathrooms) and then apparently Im going to see the person who said the above because apparently she loves me and wants to see me...hohum! Oh and I have to be back by 10pm because my parents worry about me because I'm "ill" and if I was a "normal 17 year old" they wouldn't worry so much.

To like Newquay, you have to be either in to surf or in to pulling guys. if niether of those applies yes its boring, full of over priced surf shops and as you say , small. There were also some real prats down there. Probably the sort my beloved child is with right now !!

People are funny Kat, not everyone will like everyone, its not worth the worry.
I have builders in so have given up hoovering. Tiny cottage, 1 bathroom , 2/3 bedrooms but very sweet.

Our old house was like that. Had a massive garden.

I used to be good at surfing but you know what happened? I got terrified of the sea suddenly. This year it was enough that I actually went in the water and swam! And even then it was just bobbing along on a foot.

one day you'll get so fed up with being afraid of stuff in life and you just wont care anymore. Its when you stop being afraid of being afraid that you feel you can begin to live. Fear isn't real we make it up. It all just takes time thats all

I am fed up....but now Im fed up of everything and have accidently overdone it...oh joy...sorry...maybe I shouldnt talk to people who I suddenly fall

...to sleep on ???

whoops! replace who with when

I haven't fallen asleep on anyone for...oooh over a fortnight!

No I meant...*clears throat*

"...when I suddenly fall (into depression)"

*congests throat*

Isn't it amazing how one little word can change the meaning of a whole sentence. Hope you're feeling better today. we had fun on the bikes until the bike rack came off the car
The kids spent tonight catching mackrel as the sholes came past.
My eldest and her mates found that their beds were infested with some kind of nasty creatures, dont think they'll be going back to that hostel again

The bike rack came off the car?! SOunds dangerous! Have you ever noticed how precarious those things look?
I'm glad you had a good time. I've just got home from Birmingham. Had an alright time although I spent a lot of the time feeling inadequate and petrified. Oh well I'm home now.
I didn't go to sleep until 6:30 this morning *growls* and now I can't sleep again!
Why exactly do people catch fish? I mean sure I can understand to eat (unless they dont which confuses me) but the whole fun of actually fishing completely flashes past me.

I know exactly what you mean about the fishing. I had the same discussion earlier. Its all the fiddleing around that seems pointless and boring.
This sort of fishing is different, the sholes rarely come in to the village but when they do you can literaly pick them out of the shallow water.
The kids caught a big one to eat, the others went back. Couldn't eat it though cos they christened it Norman and stuck their fingers all over it. Gave it to the cat.
There's nothing worse that lack of sleep

I'm considering that it can't be sholes as that looks odd. Oh wait! Shoals? AHHH!!! I'm so clever! Sort of...well not really but never mind.

So now what's happening? You appear to be around rather late! Not doing anything exciitng tomorrow?

Is it shoals, I trust your judgement as I rarely went to school as a youngster. Saved that for later years !
Drifted/fell off to sleep last night.
Am off to Halfords in a min to sort out the saga of the bike rack.
Hope youre ok after last nights conversation with Leo A. I think he's a bit sensitive at the mo.
Catch you later no doubt

Ahhh the epic tale of the bike rack continues.
Yeah I was fine with LeoA but well...Im just rather confused!!
I rarely went to school after the age of 11 but continued to turn in As...a very confusing set up!
Today is easy, just dusting and polishing to do!
I bought Nick a book this morning...off amazon I have to say. Did you ever read Esio Trot by Roald Dahl? It's a lovely sweet book! It's so romantic! It'sa kids book but I love it.
I didnt go to sleep until 5am and then mum came storming in at 5:20am to say that I'd woken her up by talking on the phone! Now of course I wasn't on the phone! I even checked my last calls to make sure! Talking in my sleep? I haven't done that for months! Hohum.
Went out for dinner last night. HORRIBLE TIME! Well no it wasn't that bad...it was just the "being out" that got to me, and then I have to go out again tomorrow too. I know it won't be as bad because I won't let it but still...bit scared now! In fact I'm being stupid at the minute. I'm scared of going to sleep at night for no reason at all and so fall asleep as everyone else is getting up and then feel safer to sleep when everyone else is awake! GRUMBLE!

So how are you today then? What's the conclusions on the rack?

Hey Kat, how you doing ? Got unplugged by the buildres, been off line for ages. Have a large hole in my bedroom wall !!