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Diary, 2.

We crossed fields over styles, following paths on an Ordnance Survay Map. Found a small wood on a ridge. In it there was the sound of running water, but no stream to be found. There was a gully, so I scraped the fallen leaves there and found moisture. Was it a spring, I wondered.

Walked slowly back through the sunny fields. I loitered behind the others to have a moments peace. Closed my eyes to feel the sunshine on my eyelids, placed my hand on a wooden fence to feel the warmth there. The earth seemed to radiate serenity.

Rob's mind was set in pain and anger. He feels he is hard done by, used, overworked and undervalued. I try giving him suggestions to change our situation but he doesn't want to listen. He tells me I'm useless, that he has all the responsibility. I examine my actions. Yes I can be lazy, I could work harder, I'm trying to make things better. But every day together has the edge taken off by his unhappiness. Even a beautiful day like today.

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My Diary

Bittersweet, badmother, lonely and loved.
Where are the adventures I used to have?
Where are the crazydays, madness and passion?
I have missed the boat to the windy islands.

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