h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Saw you tried to call me at about 5 in the morning! Sorry I was well asleep then *hugs and loves*.

Little worried about what was so urgent you tried to call me then, so if you get this before I'm (hopefully) able to chat to yuo on here tonight at 3PM YT, can you please leave a message to let me know what it was abuot to stop me stressing, cariad?

*smooches and snuggles*

Love you, Julee.

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Hiya Julee...

I'm on here, but pretty busy. Not checked if you are on yet, but seen there's no messages *sniffles and huggles* More worried about your calls now... *fingers crossed*

Probably going out for a pint after work with Matt as he sent a text for a drink for my mom's anniversary as it were...

Love you caraid, hope I can takl to you on here, if not try callnig later. I'll switch my phone off while I'm in the pub and on as sopon as I'm walking home. Probably about 6pm or 7pm YT.

Missing you terribly, Julee. Wish I was there.

Love you.

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*pouts and snuggles* All my thoughts are with you honey, and I hope everything is okay.

Love you, truly madly deeply *guiggles...as you know**

*purrs-ish** Just for you

Talk to you soon, Cariad.

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Hello My Love,

I missed you so much yesturday. I do not know if you got your voice mail messages as of the time you read this today, but here goes. Im sorry I wasnt on h2g2 yesturday but I was at the doctors with Terry that entire time. We had appointments from 3:20 -4:25 and didnt get out from talking with the doctor till way after 5: 20. At which time I had to go over to the hospital and see if I could get my CT scan to bring down to the MRI on thursday. SO I tried calling you from one of the phones at the hospital then but I couldnt get to you just voice mail. I had no idea you had written on here and were so worried about things, which Im very sorry to have caused you to worry like that. I should have left you a message on here before I left so you knew that I wouldnt beable to chat you up yesturday. Im very sorry about the confusion that caused Kelvin. I hope that you can forgive me on that.

In regaurds to the phone call at five am YT, I was in desperate need to speak with you about something. Even if that ment just calling your number knowing you were asleep at the time, I just needed to know you were there. Odd isnt it. Yes there was something going on and I was reaching out for some guidence to the situation that seemed to grow rather rapidly out of control which Im still confused about. It was purely misunderstandings and misconceptions of what really was said and done. These females are notorious for around the time of the month in question. Yes it was about Teisha and I. With those new shots she is on and her cycle going wacked out, those anti depressants she is also on boy is it confusing to figure out what to do or say. Then add to it my own warped pms going on just created a very odd grey mess. It got worked out as I sat back and thought about it and asked some questions of Jeanie, thought about how my vision is so bad and how I could obviously see something different then what was really shown to me. It was so odd to be near the end of along fight to have her with us and then being so blah about it an almost kicking her out. I didnt like the fact that I had no emotion on it what so ever. It scared me as if it was alright for things to happen. Then I was like what the heck is wrong with me? Before that misconception of events, Teisha actually called Terry The A word. I was so shocked I really didnt know how to handle it. So ya somethings were said and done but they are worked out. Two females with pms not knowing what to do with themselves and her fighting the fact she needed midol so badly. Ya of all things to have issue with.

Anyways, that sad truth out there now. I have some good news from the doctors. I lost 27 pounds since the last time I was in there. Good huh? mom about freaked out on me and said that wasnt healthy at all for me and that I must be doing something wrong. My doctor was happy that something was working and supported me on my choices of weightloss and movement. By using the boost to metabolism meds they give me energy and strength as well to geth things done around here and the other things throughout the day. So ya I can get more done and move around a heck of a lot better then a year ago. Im happy with the change it creates. It means alot more things can be done now. I still hurt but I can also work through that pain and just take a moment to releave pressure when needed and get right back into whatever I was doing at the time untill the task is finished which is something I had not been doing for a few years. My focus is still out of wack though. I do not know what to do about that. But the over all result of taking those pills is good I believe. Now Im using the green tea extract because the money is tight and this is all that is left untill the beginning of the month. I think it is a good supplement anyways.

Im stressed over the fact mom and arnold have no will to discuss things with the land owner about the trailer. They seem scared. Which is crazy. they are afraid he will want more money because of the shed being on here, or moving that trailer onto the lot may cause trouble between them and the landlord but they wont even call him on it and work things out. she even asked if I wanted to talk to the landlord... I dont even know the person, why would i be the one to talk to him? Arnold's mind is going and didnt want to do anything with the trailer or shed untill after winter after I told them I wanted my own bedroom. She had some crazy idea of setting up Stephens room to look like Teish slept in there as if it was her room but let Terry sleep in there so he could sleep better at night. Im like what sense is that? That just makes the whole thing more confusing then it is now. i mean everyone has a place to sleep and we all have a bit of privacy no matter what we do. she can lock the bathroom door and such to change and shower and no one sleeps in the same area except Terry and I but we have are own beds and are divide so to speak by a hallway.

I so wish to curl up with you and cry. Im not sad Im confused. Things are happening over here and making me wonder. I love you so much Kelvin and you are the one constant in my life right now that makes more sense then anything else. Which is why I reach out for you in my time of confusion. I did not wish to add more onto your plate right now then there already is. I do wish you were here and understand that when the time is right it will be. I also understand that this would be along drawn out thing with Teisha and its not even at the hard part yet. There is so much more to go threw. But I realized two things were happening right before my eyes lastnight. One being that I am changing in how I deal with things and people. That Im making the break from what I was raised seeing and doing to trying to figure out my own way through it. And two Teisha is yelling and screaming things at the boys because that is all she knows and has heard for herself so she is acting out that on them. I told her to think about the way she treats the boys and look at all the things you and I have been working on with the boys as a guide and what she knows is right not what was learned before. She agreed and has been working on it since then. She appologized for calling Terry that but then again she said he was being that. Its just normally she only thinks it and doesnt say it. I do not know how to react to that. Even if she was playing into it and got him hyped up and then changed midstream and wanted him to shut-up. -blinks and cuddle huggles into you nibbling and kissing along your neck-

So now you can read all that had been going on lately while Im getting home from class. Oh yes I did try and call you earlier as well before you went to work and again during the night. I want to hear your voice love so badly. Does this mean I get a hundred new spanks from you now because I stressed you out so badly? I will take them. I feel bad. I didnt mean to. I know that I cant always call you but even just calling your number in an odd way makes me feel better. I know that does sound wierd as heck.

Oh before I forget I will be leaving here around noon on wednesday MT to travel down state to the MRI because its so much driving in one night and all mom wants to go down the night before and sleep in a motel and such. To break up the amount of driving we will do in one day because it is over 6 hours driving time there.

Alright Sweetheart. You have all my love and thoughts right now and Im glad you got to go out with one of the mates or a couple of them lastnight being the anniversary and all. I wish I could have been there for you Kelvin instead of what I did. I love you so much and miss you and know that I will be on here later around 3 MT and I will beable to give you a call after work unless your going out again. -smooches and cuddle clings with you hoping you arent to upset with me-

Miss you Kelvin my Cariad.
I love you so much and you will be on my mind always
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Hah I wrote an epic and i still cant seem to stay away. I love you now Im just feeling aweful over not letting you know and causing you stress. God Im so sorry Kelvin. No sooner did I click the post message button did the tears start falling.

Have I told you lately that Im addicted to you? If I haven't its still true now. I am addicted to everything about you Kelvin. I want to be there at the beginning, middle and end of your day and any part in between. I want to make sure your happy and well all the time. I want to make every moment better then the last. As if I can actually move mountains, with your love I feel I can. When I cant be there for you even for one day It tears me up inside. Or even cause you stress. So please forgive me Kelvin.

I can not wait to hear your voice. Right now it would mean the world to me. God I love you so much sweetheart and hope your day is brighter then the last. -huggles with you clings purring-

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Phew....I can breath a sigh of relief then *hugs and smiles* Sorry I wasn't there for you, but at least things all make more sense now, cariad.

This is just a little note at the end of lunch to let you know I love you, miss you and my thoughts are with you, sweetheart.

Catch you later I hope, Julee..

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Just to let you know Im here love

I Love you so much sweetheart I just hope you arent upset with me.-smooches cuddles


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*laughs and huggles* Here too, but busy busy busy. Love you, Julee and of course I'm not upset with you honey. *smooches*

-cuddles in and purrs smiling up at you- I missed you love. So besides being busy busy busy how are you doing today now that you understand what was going on a bit better?

Im sitting here eating a so called dinner/lunch. Mainly because I didnt eat anything earlier. Just munching away gradualy. Hey did you notice that part I put in the epic post about me loosing weight Kelvin? I want to know your perspective on it.

Oh And I put money on the phone card so that we have more then 80 minutes for the week. Lol. We used up alot of it but it is all good. Cause I got to talk with you my almost fiance that I love with all my heart and can not stop thinking about you. Do you think we will be able to talk on the phone after you get out of work tonight love?

Teisha is at her parents house right now dont know how its going yet.


I love you Sweetheart. Im here I will keep checking for you responses as long as you want me to ok? -smooches and licks

Hehe, not doing too bad...

*chuckles* I was almost wondering if you had found broadwalk when you were calling my up at 5 in the morning....lol *winks and licks*

Good lunch/dinner sweetheart, what are you having? Yes I saw that and congratulations love! How long did it take you to lose that? Mostly down to the new pills and things, right? Glad you are feeling so much better after it.

lol...just had a new customer on querying her price plan. As she put down the phone I heard her say 'He sounded lovely, I hope all their people are that nice'

lol...yeah and I have some days off coming up so hopefully get at least one long call in again over there, maybe?

Well I'll keep my fingers crossed for Teish then.

*hugs and kisses* Love you too, almost fiancee

hehehe Good Im glad. -smooches in and cuddles- Muah!! I think it has alot to do with me having more energy and all around just feeling better so i do more during the day and I can keep going. I think its not even a month but Im sure what really kicked it in was the fact we did that walk for warmth doing a two mile trec for me also had alot to do with it well. I think any kind of thing you doing while on these type of pills/enhancers will kick your body up a notch or too so you can actually make it through a work out or long walk while your body works extra hard to shed the pounds. So it was a slow decrease with the house work and stuff but I do believe that it was the walk that made such a tremendous difference. Im still glad and some of the clothes I have are like really baggy on me now.

Checked in on the tower today. They still dont knwo whats wrong with it at all. They are going to hook it to another harddrive an see if they can draw out the family piccies. Im a bit worried though. I did have alot of characcter piccies on there. LMAO We discussed that today but I kinda feel freaked by it as well. Some of them arent all that umm lol well you know Tika. LMAO

-dances around - I love you Mr. Kelvin Hall!!!!!
Can I be your pillow too lol

Well whatever I'm proud of you. I think you are making to much of thye walk though, happy I am that you managed it though. I don't think one 2 mile walk will burn all that. The general rest of the stuff you have been doing is likely to have done more...

*laughs and snuggles* Loose clothes? Mean I might have to take you clothes shopping sometime? Maybe wait until the big trip next year as you're bound to have lost even more by then?

*snuggles* Well let them do what they do, don't stress it too much, love?

Sure you can be my pillow, honey *licks*

-giggles and snuggles in with you then squeels more when licked. - lol I dont mind about the tower. It sounds like the two techs will look into and see what they can do. They also mentioned it doesnt matter the size of your computer just buy an external harddrive and hook it up. I think the said she paid like 89 dollars on tiger direct but I bet you anything that is like four of our computers together. LOL She is the main comupter person at the college. So I can understand where she would need alot of space to need something that costed that much. I think it would be something for both of us to look into as we tend to be running or will be running small units then we should. LOL

Oh and that new customer is right about you being lovely. I think your down right sweet and tastey as well. Oh. I shouldnt be saying that on here. LOL You do have the right phone persona to have that job it fits your well mannered naturally knowledgable self so well. LOL Not to mention how loving and kind thoughtful and wise you are as well Kelvin. LOL

Yes I am hoping to loose as much as I can, where and when it is healthy. I mean I do not believe in being skin and bones but dang. I think Its time. If it works Im just going to let it run its course. Im happy with the results so far and if you want to take me clothing shopping sure love when were on the big vacation together sounds great that way I could be down several sizes without pressure. lol

I only ment that the walking enphazied the burn of fat. Like it hyped it up a bit. Like I want to do alot more walking but hey its nice to be able to do things around here without feeling like I need a few volts of electricity and then pain killers to do it.

We are now smoking inside the entrance shed. I like it. I have been wanting this for so long I cant believe we are really getting to opportunity to do so. So far we have two chairs out there and her big green Desk that we dont know what to do with yet.

I love you honey. Yes at least one long call would be great but also while Im away from the house overnight I can still call you. So Wednesday I will just need a time of night to give you a ring. Altho mom will probably be right there in the room with me so ya lmao.....-nuzzles in purring licking your neck giggling mischeviously

yeah if it's the harddrive just buy another I guess that works. Kinda what I said, right? ;P

Awwwww, thanks for the compliment sweetie

f course, being healthy while you lose it, sweetheart, and glad you are happy...lol...even if your pants keep falling down :P

Cool. nicel little smoking area

OKay, wel'll work out a time, honey.

I mean buy an exturnal harddrive like having a second harddrive. Two harddrives. One that sits next to the tower not in it. That way we can save alot on that while leaving the main one open to handle what we want to run on it. So the pc itself isnt bogged down. But maybe also buying a different harddrive ya. Like you said.

I figure only one or two more posts from you before we get to jump on the phone together so I should get in all my mauling now right? lol -licks more and purrs still clinging to you and cuddling.

It will be a nice smoking area once they actually let us work on it. I mean, god I we can put up incellation without a male to tell us how to do it. Or we can put up tar paper or even if there was a flooring we could put that down but he wont give us something to work on. I feel like going to get the stuff myself and just do it without his permission.

I dont know. We will see. Sure I wanna hear your voice so badly. HMmm I love you Kelvin. -smooches

Hehe, all cool, but coming away form the PC right now, sweetheart. Talk to you in 30

*hugs and smooches*

Love you.

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