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manson_rocks - When all of your wishes are granted, many of your dreams will be destroyed. Posted Jun 9, 2005
Hi. Sorry that I didn't reply again in the old thread, I had been planning to for a while, but never got around to it. Sorry. Anyway... me? I've been feeling really depressed lately... so I am stuck wearing long sleeves for quite some time.... *sighs*
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worldcitizen3133 Posted Jun 9, 2005
I don't know what to say. You can make the choice to change, and with some hard work it is possible. You have to want it though, and it seems like you don't. I've realized that no matter what I say, it won't make any difference if you aren't open to hearing it. You have to WANT your happiness while you're alive and be willing to work for it. If and/or when that happens, I am willing to help you and give you suggestions--I understand depression very well. But, I will not give you sympathy if you do nothing. I KNOW your life is important, and I know how hard it is going through depression. But nothing will happen unless you attempt to DO something.
So, let me know if you are willing to get better. If not, I will still listen to what you say, but I won't validate what you do to yourself.
Please understand I will help you if you need it because you are worth it.
But, no matter what I say, it's up to you.
I'll be here for you if you need it, and I apologize if I am wrong. It just seems like you argue with everything I say, and I'd rather talk about other things rather than wasting my breath.
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worldcitizen3133 Posted Jun 9, 2005
I'm sorry. I just thought about what I said, and I realized I've been assuming things. I also realized I was the one who started the conversation in the first place...
So, ignore it if it doesn't apply to you. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that. Please forgive me.
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manson_rocks - When all of your wishes are granted, many of your dreams will be destroyed. Posted Jun 9, 2005
*walks in*
*reads*
*looks at the floor for a moment or two and thinks*
*has nothing to say because she feels somewhat annoyed by what you said, although isn't sure whether or not there's any truth to it*
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manson_rocks - When all of your wishes are granted, many of your dreams will be destroyed. Posted Jun 9, 2005
It's ok. *hug* I don't stay annoyed at people for more than a couple of seconds (usually... but even if I stay annoyed longer than that, I am willing to forgive anyone for anything.) Anyway... maybe there's some truth in what you said. Maybe I don't wanna get better. I mean, I've never known anything except being sad... I have always been an unhappy child, even when I was 3 (don't remember back further than that.) I don't know what it's like to be "normal" and happy, so I don't particularly strive for it, I guess... 
*sighs* Lots of people have said to me they think I just like being sad (which doesn't really make sense, but meh...) but to be honest, I don't know what I want. Lots of people suggest lots of things to me, like maybe I like being sad, or that I am just an attention seeker (I don't think I am) or that it's not my fault or whatever angel they choose to take on it, but I really don't know what I want or why I am like I am or whatever... I always get a bit uncomfortable when someone suggests something that implies it is all my fault, though... I don't like the idea of all this being all my fault, but then again, whose fault could it be? Everything's someone's fault and I guess pointing the finger of blame at me would make the most sense... *ponders* Ummm... by any chance do you have MSN or yahoo? Because I think I would prefer talking there... but, if you don't, that's ok.
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manson_rocks - When all of your wishes are granted, many of your dreams will be destroyed. Posted Jun 9, 2005
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manson_rocks - When all of your wishes are granted, many of your dreams will be destroyed. Posted Jun 9, 2005
Ok. *huggle*
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manson_rocks - When all of your wishes are granted, many of your dreams will be destroyed. Posted Jun 9, 2005
I'm thinking I might make a phone call or two and see how much of that book that I haven't started that I have to have some work done on by the end of tomorrow read before I get some sleep... I should really read books earlier.
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