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Hello, I've seen you are a friend of Rob, and you posted in Rob's invitation , and I've seen your current tag - are you of German origin, or rather your parents ? And is the message meant in a positive way, like in 'I'm so happy that my heart stopped beating', or in a negative way like ' I'm so terrified ...'? Or perhaps just a quotation from some song or other text I don't happen to know ?

Bel

Hi... uhhh... yeah, it is from a Rammstein song (Spieluhr, it's a good song.) *hangs head in shame of not being German* There may be some German in our family way back, and I take German at school, but other than that nothing German about me at all. And even though it is a quote from a song, I do mean it in a negative way, and if my German skills were better I would add the words "Ich will" (I want) in there somehow but then I would probably have to change the word order or something... maybe change "schlängt" to "schlängen" and put it at the end... or something like that. But seeing as I am not too sure about it, and I don't really want to make it not a quote because I like quoting things, then I won't really bother with that. And yeah, I'm Rob's friend. *thinks* Though I have only known him for about a month. But he is quite the cool. Go Rob! *celebrates Rob* Anyway... that's enough celebrating for me because I am in a very bad mood right now, so I don't really want to celebrate anything, even if it is something as cool as Rob.

Sorry to hear that you're in a bad mood, I hope it's not contagious ?
If you tell me in English what exactly you'd want to say in German, I'd translate it for you, and then you could judge if you liked it as a tag or no

Nah... don't worry about it. I am not too sure I like having a name which is any more than just "manson_rocks" it is weird. I am not used to it, and I am not one who is fond of change... But thanks for the offer anyway.

I have a son who isn't fond of changes - I buy a new table cause we need one, and he refuses to sit at it , it's really hard sometimes

Hmmm... well, I am not that unfond of changes. Like... I probably wouldn't notice a new table until about a month later and then ask what happened what happened to the table and everyone will look at me as if to say "Are you insane?"

By the way, how old are you? I should probably go check out your personal space, but I am too sleepy to do that right now... In case you haven't looked at mine, I am 14.

I have looked at your PS
I'm ( still) 42, and the son I mentioned will be 16 in 11 days, my small son is 13
No wonder you're sleepy, shouldn't you be in bed now ?
Supper time here, so I'll log out now, see you perhaps another day ? With improved mood ?

Bel

Don't get your hopes up about the improved mood. And I won't be going to bed for at least a little while longer. I am trying to teach myself something, and I am talking to people. So yeah, if I hang around enough, maybe I will see you after supper.

Then perhaps later

*hug*

Hi,I've seen you're very busy on the German threads
How are you today ?

I'm not better than yesterday, sorry to say.

And yeah, the German threads are good.

to hear you're still sad, anything I could do to cheer you up a bit ?

Nope. I am very difficult to cheer up, if it is possible to cheer me up at all. Right now I feel like there's no chance I could ever feel happy ever again... I just wish I knew why I felt so sad. Like, I understand why I feel sad, but I don't know why it has reached this magnitude.

I do hope this sadness will pass soon, I can recall having been in a similar mood when I was your age, but it passed the moment I left home - which was only five years later

Yes, well I don't remember ever not being a depressed child... so 14 years of depressedness isn't very fun. And I don't see why things will get better when I grow up and have to take care of myself.

Aah, now you remind me of Marvin
Is there a specific reason for your being depressed ?

Not really just lots of little reasons which ball up to being a horrible ball of sh*t things in my life which like to crush me.

In addition to that, people in my family tend to be somewhat screwed up in the head. It comes from my dad's side. *sighs* Damn genetics...

I see - the perfect excuse for self pity and depressive moods - genetics
You really should learn to let the things out, or else you'll end up with stomach probs

Yeah... but a stomach ulcer sounds so delightful. How can I turn down free pain which I can get without having to buy sharp things or things which make fire?