h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

A few odd turns, some fortunes and a few mixed blessings one or two as well, perhaps, to elaborate a bit more.
Could tell a bit of a tale of it later, but now it's 1 AM where I live, so pop is all too eager for me to off & to bed. Perhaps I can find a way to get back on the computer again tomorrow-ish. Oh wait, I suppose that is already today then. Oh well. You get what I had meant, yes?

Second semester was a bit brutal, lost an old friend and made some new ones mom had a few problems and such, on and off there were lots of ups and downs, both aplenty.
Some things tend to come in spades at times.
Recovered out of a depressive spell, sort of a thing, that resulted from the mess. Had to do with mom, and the friend I had lost when... well, let's just say there was somewhat of a gender issue incvolved as well and, I wasn't exactly quite as tactful about things as I might of been had i known a bit more than I had. They were understandably upset. Frustrated. So was I. The friendship got more-or-less killed because I unfortunately started to develop somewhat of a liking habit toward said friend, and she had developed somewhat of a pushy and controlling habit. Our two natures became the more incompatible, the more we each continued to insinuate that it was in fact the opposite. & she got nasty and so... when worst came to worst, the friendship went up in smoke, me being as good as an erasure to a fragment of a memory. But, mom's knee may be on the path to getting better, although her drinking hasn't let up exactly. Seems the one and the other complementary & inverse somehow. *Shrug* I'm just going to be glad whenst not a teenager anymore... mayb e some of this "strong feeling" over nothing nonsense is going to wear off a bit. It makes me embarass myself sometimes. @ least my throat does not clamp up the way it used to when I'd be asking girls roughly my own age about things or to dance... well still nervous to ask people to dance, but now I'm glad that mom made me take a dance class each of the first two semesters, weven though at the time I wasn't exactly altogether so thrilled. & I did manage to find a way to sneak back on to "blogging", making stuff on sites like here and another some odd such spots every now & again. Mom would rather I wouldn't, I can tell. Dad doesn't exactly mind so much,. except for that of my being up late. Makes him grumbly about how he would rather I were asleep so he would be able to off and do his own things, or go to bed early, etc. etc. Silicon Valley isn't altogether too socvially friendly. It gets lonely sometimes. *makes a face of disgust about that*
Well, ok, so it does, but sulking gets to be addictive, and *blathers on a good bit about that.*
I have to be tougher, so as not to let things get dashed in as easily. Still friendly, still like to help people, just never was quite so good at the 'happy-go-lucky' bit I'm afraid. Alienates me from some of the other more trend following and nonconformity fearing sorts. .
Dad is in the process of writing a sort of a memoir book about some of the things and going ons that were when he had gone and done some of his many travelings, in his heyday, I guess you might call it. About an actual revolution he got in advertantly caught up in. Nationalists tend not to like foreigners much, I noticed that much remains the same, but that isn't about why he wrote it. It's actually something kind of mysterious I don't have too much of my own inkling about. Had something to do with how much he liked the culture to the place he had went, I am sure. He's kinda big into Persian stuff, but that is only one aspect to my pops. He's kind of rather multi-facveted like that. I'm a guy who was born in New York but raised Californian, with each parent holding an opposite political sway/leanings, and me, well... I don't exactly much like the sides in politics, issues and how people use and abuse methods of thought control and other meanness and clever contrivacnces all around are kind of a gross fascination I can't help but fdelve into every sdo often though. I just wanna get to study medicine. To with politics. Unfortunately, the ground in that has a poltical side to it as well. No escaping it. It's my industrialized fate, yes?
Post-modernism & whimsy are a specialty, or at least a hobby/interestto me.


How are you?

After reading all of that, I must admit that everything in my life must be okay

Thank you.

I'm a bit grim for my age, practical attempts at masking it with humor seem to be a bit more transparent than I'd like or hope sometimes, am afraid. Not that I've actually seen or done so much, it's just, well...
being able to perceive certain things other people'd rather ignore or claim do not exist seems to carry with it a certain kind of price like that. One day I hope it may be because I can look back and say I've actually witnessed some types of very odd and/or unusual happenings. It's a love of things sometimes, i must confess. Things get rather dull sometimes otherwise.
Yeah, I want to be a mind set more or less since I was twelve Lil, more or less. Now I'm 19, at times maybe 200. .

I've seen and been around some of the ugly side to politics, even without any sort of a physical revolution going on like the ones that my parents and people of their generation or the one or two preceedingly before it speak of, as having had been caught up in the midst of, or heard about going in at the time, or in the unfortunate case may have had relatives that were stuck in midst the embroilments and so ons. etc. etc.

Some groups aren't very accepting of differences at all, and in fact there are some people who turn hostile to being exposed to it too, sometimes. I pity them, for they know not of what it is they exactly squash and crumple and mark up all badly and defame... sometimes. Well, ok... I guess I just have a weird outlook from being raised in a place were so many people are both very fervent & also openminded.
No, that isn't it. Not sure what it is.



I like anything and everything just about under the sun, except for the sometimes meanness of bureaucrats or the cruelty of unrelenting one-sided groups. I wanna write a book too.


Yeah, I know... it seems a tad at times. That's part of it too.
*Shrug*
Wasn't any sort of legal trouble. Just some social crises and whatnots, that went on... I'm glad they are done with.

Don't ever try to change yourself, either here or in RL.. you have a unique personality

Now, go to bed love.. we can chat again when you and your Dad have had some sleep...


lil xx

Thanks.
//...
That's me sorta.
.

to have regailed you so.
Oops. .

It's not all always so bad as it seems made out to be, the way I probably put that. Taught me some good things it did.
*shrug*
Y'know?
Even bad things that happen aren't a total loss if I manage to learn something out of it.
& my grades were /alright.
So you know, all-in-all I still have things pretty well off/lucky.
Could always be worse too. I should count my blessings & etc.

*poke*

Just be you

Well, .

Make sense better to myself and to others, that way.
. *Shrug*

enters the room with a t-shirt on it:
be yourself is more fun!
I am sexy, because I am yourself!

good thing to wake up to!

Good Morning, love

melting hot...

the Nijmegen four day walk is canceled, because of the heat 2 people died, 10 had to go to hospital and many fainted. the organisers said they could not garentee that health support not could cope, because today heat will be worse. this first time that was canceled.

Nijmegen four day walk about 40,000 people walk each of the four days an certain distance. they get insigne.

A very sensible decision on the part of the organisers.. It's far to HOT

wonders we should move to Northpole during the summer and be in Spain during the winter.

We would still complain about the weather..

true...may be we can import some Northpole ice. it will vapourise and water will be less high in 50yrs

What a idea, Pheloxi!

bit expensive

...I never understood why we do not get some water from the ocean, because the technic is still expensive.

Everything always comes down to cost