h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

What'd I do? Or not do? And when? Or am I just overreacting and/or being stupid?

I just figured, those times I said hi on AIM, that you were busy, or had left yourself signed in when you ran out for a minute (especially since you'd appear as idle most the time I'd see you online at all) then tonight, I tried a bit harder than I had for awhile, and I got a popup that said I had a warning. Since you're the only person I was talking to (or attempting to, anyway) the warning must've come from you... Then I looked at my lj user info, and saw that I was no longer a friend of yours on there. So I popped over here, and I'm not listed as a friend anymore (I'm not talking about the list at the bottom--I don't think I remember you ever being subscribed to my journal--I mean the one on the real part of the page)

I know we haven't talked for quite a while, and that's mostly my fault for not feeling that there was anything I could say other than stupid platitudes. And I'm also aware that you're not on here very often, and you could well just ignore this... I could've emailed this to you, of course, but I'm probably blocked or something, so why bother? Please, if you do actually read this far and don't unsubscribe because my name's at the top (since I have no idea how strongly you're avoiding me...) and you want me to go away, tell me so? And, perhaps, even why you'd like me to? I don't like losing friends (who does?) but not knowing why the loss has happened makes it worse...

Of course, if you were wanting me to go all the way away, I'd be blocked on AIM, wouldn't I?

Should I just give up and go away?

Well, I see you've eyes on, but I've probably been thrown by the delay, as usual. But I'm bumping this up anyway.

*wonders if she should even bother*