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So I'm back yet *again*. I was talking about wiki's to somebody and I mentioned h2g2 to them. And I was like, hmmm I wonder if my login still works. Well 2 hour later , and several account-lockdowns later (sorry!) I found a dusty old mail with my login - eureka!
And here I am.

What did I miss?

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Latest reply: Jul 28, 2006

Listen to your body talking

Two days ago my body was telling me it was aching and hurting. I left work around 3pm feeling like my life force was being drained out of me. Two days later ,after having stayed holed up in the house I'm finally feeling much better. The body aches and stomach flu feelings are almost gone. Its amazing how bad it felt yesterday, and today I can't even remember exactly *what* it felt like - except I remember it felt f*****g horrible. Thats rather bizarre...

Anyway I'm almost back to normal today, my sleep pattern is all messed up but its a relief to be feeling better. I was hoping I'd be feeling good enough to drag myself out for a pint but that didn't happen. Maybe next time.

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Latest reply: Feb 12, 2005

I feel you

More like I feel *every* little thing right now. My body aches all over. I guess I've had one too many mornings driving to work with the windows down in the chilly weather.

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Latest reply: Feb 10, 2005

Other general observations

My car CD-changer is usually a good indicator of my moods - if its full and CDs are constantly rotating, then I'm usually feeling pretty good. Times when the changer is about 1/3rd full and theres been no new CDs in the car for over a week - not a good sign. The latter is what is happening right now. Last nite I was driving home and Manic Street Preachers' "This is my truth.." CD and I just remember feeling so struck at how poignant and beautiful some of the songs were. I had another moment like this a few weeks ago when I was stuck in a traffic jam with a Beach Boys hits CD playing - the harmonies and the musical structures were mind-blowing. This weekend, the record store felt so uninspiring it was almost scary - usually thats my favorite thing to do. But I walked out empty-handed. Nothing sounded good. Everything seemed uninteresting.

I miss the feeling that music used to give me....

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Latest reply: Feb 7, 2005

Lost on earth

Another weekend is over. God its been a depressing past few weeks. Today I read more of my Marvin Harris book ("Cows, pigs, .."). Wish I'd discovered him ten years ago. It would've been nice to sit down and have a chat with him. Well, if he were alive anyway.
Besides all that, I guess I need to find some new meaning to life. Everything feels a bit pointless. I know I can make more money, get ahead, etc but it seems so useless. It feels so - selfish. I just wish I could make a difference. Otherwise, whats the point in living?

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Latest reply: Jan 31, 2005


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