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Hiya Zoe

Post 81

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Don't know if ya still here babes was just about to go off coz i couldnt find ya smiley - hug

if ya still here u want me to give ya a bell smiley - smooch


smiley - boingsmiley - boing


Hiya Zoe

Post 82

It started with an "if"...and it ended like this.

HEY!!! Do ya think I is a cow...What do i need a bell for?

Yes i am still here babe,just been reading about the man in black.

And put the tongue away please?

Ring me if you want babe.

Chris.xx


Hiya Zoe

Post 83

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ok babes smiley - smooch


Hiya Zoe

Post 84

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smiley - tongueout


Hiya Zoe

Post 85

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are you here? smiley - smooch


Hiya Zoe

Post 86

It started with an "if"...and it ended like this.

I am now...Are you?


Hiya Zoe

Post 87

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yep i am smiley - hug


Hiya Zoe

Post 88

It started with an "if"...and it ended like this.

Hiya babe...You ok?

You wanna phone for a bit but i not stayin on long.Ya dont need to answer if ya gonna phone...just ring ok.

smiley - tickle

Chris.xx


Hiya Zoe

Post 89

Researcher 233696

ok smiley - smooch


Hiya Zoe

Post 90

It started with an "if"...and it ended like this.

Zoe,Are ya here?


Hiya Zoe

Post 91

Researcher 233696

yes i am now dont know if you are?


Hiya Zoe

Post 92

It started with an "if"...and it ended like this.

Zoe. I was gonna leave this message on yoome where it is a little more private but i am leaving it here for two reasons.The first being i can write it all in one go here and the second being i want veryone to know how much i love you.

Zoe,for 7 months you have been my life.You were the reason behind it all.You were more than just a friend,you were part of me.Everywhere i was,you was with me.I know there have been times you have doubted how much i loved you and how much you mean to me,but Zoe,believe me,no one has ever meant so much.
I am sorry Zoe but i had to do what i done tonight.
I am asking you to forgive me and to remember the good times that we had.Because there were some good times.I know i have hurt you so many times.We seem to have a habit of doing it.I appreciated what you said on phone when you said you wouldnt walk away from me but i am asking you to do just that now please.

I have to go now Zoe.
Everybody can stand losing so much but eventually it gets too much.As i said before you were the reason in my life.And what is a life without reason.You know what Zoe,you and my mum have got something in common.And that is how much you both mean to me.And that shows how much of my life is already missing.I know this isnt your fault baby and please dont hate me for doing anything tonight.Please remember me Zoe and dont hate me.
I am so sorry.
And i leave you three words to remember me by.

Always babe.Always.

Chris.xx


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