h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Hello
I noticed you had me on your pals list so i thought i would just drop by to say hello.

MA

Hiya M.
I'm I thought I had said Hello to you how rude of me. The reason I put you on my pals is because I found all lovely angel pictures on your page that I thought were just FAB! So If you didn't mind I pinched two of them .
I hope you don't mind

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CHeEky

Hiya and thanx for replying.

of course i dont mind you pinching my angels.
they are nice arnt they??
a few people have had the pleasure of nicking my angels

MA

They are lush, I anything to do with cherubs or angels, I even got a cherub tatoo on my ankle that's where my obsession started.
I'm glad I was able to put them on my page Cause if I couldn't I would have been so .
Shame there aren't any Payboy , or even a widemouth frog

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CHeEky

Same as with me.
Some laugh because i do a lot of poetry on angels too you will see some in my journal.

I like to think we all have a special Angel thats looking over us.
I actually came across those some where else so i was the first to have them on my page now loads of people have them>

I also find them femanim too

I want a Angel Tatoo just cant think where to have it though as i already have 5 others.

Do you have any others

yes I have one on my right hip which is a but looks more like a widemouth frog (my attempt at good and evil),
MY Cherub on my right ankle,
my Capricorn star sign on my left thigh, but I don't like that much want it covered over not sure what with though...yet.
My playboy on my belly positioned just right so his ears are peeking up over my underwear (not being rude honest).

I do want another one on the base of my spine but that is soo popular, and I want my name in chines on the arch of my left foot, with health or similar on my right big toe.
Can't have any on my upper body because then my mother will see them and I don't like it when she shouts , she does

I also believe everyone has a guardian , I have actualy seen mine and had messages from her, which is nice. Have you contacted yours at all?
What tatoo's you got?

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CKeEky

You have some intresting tatoos.
Can i ask your age please?

I have a rose on my right ankle
a chinese symbal that means on my right wrist.
My sons name with a bee flying through on my right upper arm
A rose on my left upper arm
and the newest by about 7-8 weeks is a dolphine on the top of my spine.


You actually seen your G/A that must of been a pleasant experiance

I like to think my parants are my G/A's I often feel the presance of my l8 dad. which is a nice feeling

I'm 27.
The first time I saw her was when I was 7yrs old, my parents had just moved into a new house and I woke up to see her dusting an old chest of drawers, I asked her what she was doing and she told me not to worry and go back to sleep.
The next contact I had I was in a bar and she was talking to me through a friend, telling me things no one knew, Thats when I found out it was my great nan's sister.
Now and again I see people wandering around my house, an old man & woman, and a little girl (usualy when I'm worried about something).
But I think the best one was ust after my boyfriend died in hospital, I was so gutted I wasn't there to say goodbye when he died, he woke me up one night to say goodbye, told me he loved me and not to worry about him he's fine, while he was talking to me he was brushing my hair just like he used to. I'll always be glad of that one moment.
God it brings a tear to me everytime I think about it and its been 12yrs.
When I tell people these things I they tend to think I'm having a , I guess I'm just one of those people that are more intune with that side if myself.
If you feel your dads presance then it probably is him, Their always close by to give you a when you need it even though you can't see them, you can sometimes smell them .
Do you attend Spiritualist Chrches?

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CKeEky

That is such a young age.And you seem to remember it as if it was yesterday.
THe people you see wondering around your house when you are stressed or upset tells me that they are most likely to be family from the past that are trying to comfort you..

does your parents know about all this??

So about your boyfriend That must have been awful,He must have been very young.
Seems like he realy you to come back to do that.

My son he was 8 at the time seen my late mum a few days after she passed away he described it as the most beautiful thing hes experianced.

My mum also came to see me just the once after too this may seem odd but she gave me a little gift when i told family they didnt believe me to i showed them the gift mom gave me.It could never have came from anywhere else.

My dad i feel his presance often and smell his sent.
i was going through a bad time not so long ago i was in bed couldnt sleep my dad sat by me and talked to me to i could see reason.

To be honest i never believed in anything like that to then,but i was always very close to my dad.
Who i miss deeply.

No Mam & Dad only know about my G/A (Auntie Reenie), and that's because I had to ask my mother about it.
I'd never thought thats why David came back to see me, I've always wondered if he did realy love me or not, I'll never really know, just assume & hope he did. He was 21 and I was 16, S'pose you never really get over something like that you just put it aside

Your parents sound like very special people its no wonder you have so much for them , the hardest thing to do is *let go* but until your able to do that their spirit is in limbo. Don't mourne them too long though. Has it been very long?

I left David in limbo for 10yrs because I didn't know how to let him go. Eventualy he sent a message through my brother. And now he's at

I always wonder what its like for people who don't have these experiences, I feel I'm blessed to have them. What about you?

Them people in the house are great, I have ahd great conversations with them, even though they don't answere me they tend to move the curtains or something.

Im Sure David you very much i bet he did was you together long?
You must have been devasteated. DO you keep in touch with his family??

My Parents was very special to me i Left home to get married at 18 and i saw my parents every day to mom died 3 years ago then just after that dad was diagnosed as termally ill they gave him a few days to live but he proved them wrong and after a few weeks discharged him from hospital which i took him in to my home and nursed him for 14 months he died a year january just gone.
The drs could not believe it but also said i gave him the will to go on as long as he could.
I wasnt with mom at the very end she dies 5 mins before hand ive never forgave my self for that as i was in the hospital for 36 hours and needed to go home and have a wash and change she went before i had chance to say by.
with dad he died here with the family round him and i was holding his hand. just before he went i put my arm round him told him i loved him kissed him and said its time to let go he noded once and slipped away.
They both had wonderful send offs i done all my dads funeral my self wrote poems my self and aranged every part of the service people said they had never been to such a woder service and how different and loveing it was.
I feel its still to early to let go.
I would like to go to a spiratulist but im also afraid to but i dont know why i am so afraid..

I always feel blessed when i know my dads by my side i feel safe then

On that note hun im going to have to say nite.. Thanx so much for the chat.
what you reply to this message i will reply to it tomorrow.

NIght night for now take care.

MA

When I look back at our time together, I did feel but because he was older I tend to wonder why. I was devastated then and tend to have a bit of a relapse every year on my birthday because David was knocked down 2days before my 16th Birthday and died 2 days after it, but I am so thankful for the week I had with him even though he was unconcious I still had that time with him and I wouldn't change that for the world. , we were together for 18months and I loved him more than anything else in the world. I still see his family sometimes I even fell in love out with his sisters ex-boyfriend this year, but that was a hard challenge because his name was David also, but for reason out of my control it didn;t work out.


You shouldn't feel guilty about taking a break from your Mam because she doesn't hold any blame or anything over it because if she did she wouldn't have visited you and your little one That was her way of saying goodbye and take care.
With your dad because you were the last person he saw and heard before he left that probably strengthend your bond with him. You kept your dads hope alive and gave them both everything they wanted with an honourable send off for that in itself makes you an
Both your parents will always be there by the side to give you a when you kneed one, or a pick up if your down all you have to do is ask


Don't be frightened to see a spiritualist they can't hurt you. They can only pass on good news from your loved ones, but they are unable to do that if you are frightened because it prevents the spirits contacting them.
If you do want to see a spiritualist, I would recommend you go to a meeting in a spiritualist church because there you can speak to people in the same situation as yourself and you'll get a better idea of how it works. Take a friend/partner because it can be mentally draining on you.


I'll be finishing work soon so if you want to leave a message i'll read it tonight when I come back to work. I've enjoyed talking to you and thanx for listening its nice to get a different perspective on things.
chin up speak to you later

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CHeEky

Morning Cheeky

Well firstly hope you have a good day at work


Wow where do i start with replying to this posting at this time of day when im still half a sleep


You and David thats a long time for someone at your age then to have been with someone for that long.. He must have realy you so what about the age gap if he wanted to be someone his own age or didnt love you he would never of been with you for that long you was with him to the end. and i bet he knows how much you 'd him.
But he would not want you to be alone and would want you to move on and find happiness with someone new.

What a awful way for him to go though.
Was it a accident and what happened to the driver of the car??

I can imagine about your birthday being the way it is. My mom died on my hubbys birthday my dad died a couple of days before my mom and dads wedding anniversary. My nan died on her own birthday.

My xmas's are never the same as my parents came to us xmas and we spent new year with them so its not the same any more.

The bond i had with my dad was always strong from the day i was born he took me out everywhere my brother and sister was closest to mom..


seeing a spiratualist i often thing about but i think the thing that scares me is if someone came through that i wasnt close to and said bad things i had some family thats passed on that i wouldnt give the time or day too long story..

Well i think i best stop gibbering on cos i may bore you

Speak soon take care.

MA

Yes it was classed as an accidental death by the courts but personal knowledge tells me there was a fight and someone that we thought was a good friend pushed David into the line of the car. The whole story is still a little confusing, everyone I ask about it tells similar yet different stories. The outcome is the same though so I don't dwell too much on it.
He actually died in hospital by drowning, his lungs filled up with water and he couldn't breathe. Even if he had lived he had soo much brain damage he would have been in a wheelchair for live and he was too lively for that.
The driver was actually blind in 1 eye, and still got away with it.

I have had other relationships, I was with a man for 6yrs (who actualy worked with David)and were getting married bt that failed also, Just wasn't mean't to be
I was with someone else for 2yrs but he beat me and tried to renovate my house and couldn't do it, so we split up leaving me with no walls, electric, money and a pile of debt.
But I've spent a long time getting to know myself, just wish I could control my finances, and get the house finished

I s'pose where special times are concerned we all miss our loved ones more because they were such a big part of our lives I tend to have a drink and toast them for giving me such wonderful memories. But I know what you mean about christmas because it was my Nans birthday Christmas Eve and we used to have tea parties for her but she's been gone 17yrs now my Mam still gets upset understanderbly but I still toast her.
One of the saddest things is to die on your birthday I wouldn't like that very much.

Spiritualist can't give you bad news they aren't allowed. But you don't have to go, If your having visits from them anyway thats more special you don't have to go through a medium.

I hope you had a nice day I was asleep all day because I work nights I'm actually in work now thats why sometimes it takes me a bit longer to reply.

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CHeEky

Hello Cheeky and a very good evening to you

Hope your shift will be a pleasant one

That so called friend that pushed David has got to live with that guilt for the rest of his life and believe me i bet deep down he is going through hell with the guilt of what he done..

The reason everyone tells you similar storys but not all quite the same is because something like that is so much of a shock that its a confuseing thing that people only seem to remember little bits of what happened in a tragedy.

That must have been awful to drowned I know what its like to have the lungs fill up with water as i get plurasy and thats water in the lungs. iTs very painful..

It would not have been nice if he would have had to live like that he you or is family would not have liked to see that.
We was told mom would have had to live like that and would never have been able to toilet or feed her self. I would never have wanted that for mom neither would she..

That driver got away with it with one eye i would like to see how he managed that because im sure that is not aloud. Someone should have made some enquiaries about that..

Seems like you have been unlucky with your relasionships but they seem to be long term ones.
I truelly hope one day you will find true happiness.

Getting to know yourself is a real good thing to do and that will also help you when you get in to any new relasionships.

My day as been tireing we are busy decorating 4 rooms and my son was at home today as school had teacher training so he has been a pain

You take care look forward to hearing from you.

MA

I hope that Peter is in a lot of pain with the guilt, not just because of that but because he treated Davids family so bad after it happend. I have no feeling for him I don't even hate him or anything I just feel nothing.
People give me different stories because noone actualy knows the truth, It would be nice to here the truth but I never will.

Since I am a capricorn I willhave much trouble until I am 30, I only have 2yrs left for things to kick in and hopefully the stars are true to their word. I'm too much of a strong person to let a man or a bad experience beat me, but I'm glad I've had some bad because it means the good is yet to come
I can't expect someone to love me the way I want to be loved if I don't love myself to that degree first I'm nearly there though, just have to wait and see, its all in the timing.

Pluracy must be terrible I remember my sister-in-law getting it and she was in agony, I'm bad enough will a cold
Decorating 4rooms! you must be mad even Carol Smiley does't do 4rooms. Have you just bought a new home?
You should give your little one a paintbrush and a blank wall see what he comes up with

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CHeEky

AAAGGGHHHHHHHHH I dont believe this i just spent 20 mins replying to your message it error paged me and didnt send


here goes again hopefully send this time

I bet Peter Is feeling more pain through Guilt more than you could ever imagine.

Why did he treat Davids family so bad as if they wasnt going through enough suffering with out him makeing things even worse.

I can understand you wanting to know the whole truth but may be after all these years its better not knowing exactly as it may make things harder for you. sometimes not knowing all the truth is better in some cercumstances.

I dont think you being a capricorn as anything to do with it.
I think its just apart of life.
We are here to be challanged.
Im an aquariun and have nothing but bad luck.
if it wasnt for bad luck i would have no good luck<laugh.

I think your right there we all need to feel bad before the good comes im hopeing mine will soon be to come.

Yeh Plkuracy is a awful thing i end up the dr nags me to go in hossy i refuse he sends me home long as i promise to rest with loads of antibiotcs loads of steroids and regular visits from him.
I suffer with chest probs cos a couple years ago i had to have a serious operation and my lung got damaged.. ive been in and out of hospitals enough times to last a life time

Yep i know im mad decorating 4 rooms in one go then after xmas im gonna do the other 3 rooms
my family say im mad any way cos everytime i decorate i have to change all the accesaries and some furniture to so it all matches family end upo haveing it.
Good job i only decorate every 2-3 years then <laugh.

No ive not moved house just wanted it decorating I get fed up easily how it is and need to have a diff theme im haveing a dolphine theme this time in my bath room

My son aint that little anymore hes 12 he has had go at helping but hes more of a hyndrus than a help <laugh.

well lets hope this sends this time or im gonna be all day long

Speak l8a take care.
MA

Hiya M.
I know how you feel, my last message took me nearly 5hrs because everytime I tried to send it it just dissapeared I was probably doing something wrong or been.

Work is really boring tonight haven't got many people calling but we had a fire drill so there were sexy firemen everywhere

Weyhey firemen firemen firemen

We don't know why Peter was so awful, he left the area without even saying goodbye talking much of Davids things with him , He'll get his bad Karma one day , and I know its vicious but I hope the guilt is eating away at him for what he put us through I don't have any compassion for him or his girlfriend.

I hate hospitals since David died, but since our new local one has opend up I'm not soo bad
I saw something about talcum powder rebuilding the wall in a punctured lung I thought it was very fascinating.

I bet your family love it when your decorating I know mine does because I hate throwing anything away and don't like the thought of people coming to the house to buy stuff, so it either goes up mams or in the attic

Your boy is just at the problem age then not yet a teenager but still not a child, such a hard age to be. I remeber it well like it was yesterday

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CHeEky

Hun If you dont mind im going to reply to this tomorrow because if i do it now and i get a error i will definatly be smashing the thing up

No problem chick have a nice night, whatever your up to

Talk soon, Take care

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CHeEky