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Why, me of course! and murderers in my junk mail
Posted Oct 18, 2003
I've just checked my junk mail and found an email from'pennywise' offering health insurance...i have subsequently just suffered from a panic attack as i remember pennywise the clown being quite determined in his murderous ways and decided to put the plugs in ALL my plugholes, then i went outside and blocked up the drain in front of my house.
i'm thinking that this company needs to get a new advertising team...
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python book and down "down, down down" (the beautiful south song went like that right?). don't read! you'll die of depression!
Posted Oct 16, 2003
i'm considering buying the python autobiography off amazon...£15 and i've just seen it in Brittania for£25, so i may get it, i need to wait for my new debit card to come through first though... i;ve just started the 'mostly harmless book' and will probably be through it in about a week, so am in need of omething else...
i've felt really down today
i was at work and i just kept thinkin i don't want to do this work anymore, what if i'm stuck in this little rut forever? i mean i've been in it for long enough, so you'd think it would be quite cozy, i mean, i should bring a sofa and my telly in with me next time...yeah, bring in some izzard vid and then i'll be out of there ...until i start thinkin about everything again, and then i'll be back in my rut and realise that i forgot to pay the electricity bill or something...
every night i come home, on my own, sit down and eat my tea, most likey fall asleep for half an hour or something, then watch telly til i wash my hair and straighten it, then watch more telly, then get ready for bed and read a bit of a book. then get up in the morn, wishing i could hit the snooze button for a fifth time, go to work and pay bills for clients until i run out of them. so i do another routine job, which is pointless because its just going over what someone else has done.
and today was terrible, i sit near three other people and they are all really nice, but i can be so quiet because i'm shy that when i do say something, they don't hear me...or if they do, i'm so astounded that i've been heard and that they are listening to what i have to say, that i can't think of anything else to say...so i feel pretty f****d at the end of the day.
so i got on the bus to come home today listening to some sad stereophonics song, and when i got off the bus, i thought, why not just f****n walk into the middle of that road and pretend i've not seen that car coming?
and i walked into my house and moped around for a bit. a bit earlier on my dad came up to me and said whats wrong, you're a bit subdued? and i couldn't even say anything because i feel like things have been wrong for so long that theres no way i can turn it around...
you know what, i've only ever made a couple of attempts to do a proper journal and they failed after i started to write : 10;30 am: woke up...had breakfast
but this entry has made me feel like i've had a bit of weight lifted off my shoulders...even if its only the towel off the sumo wrestlers back who's on my shoulder...and thats just the left shoulder, you should see the stain that elephants leaving on my right!
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MY PAGE!!!
Posted Oct 5, 2003
i'm quite proud of my page now! just finished off doing what i can be buggered to do and will have to make my tea soon... and i've just watched Bond ... but its not as good when its not Seany, he was the best Bond... right! tea time!
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Today and chinese food
Posted Oct 4, 2003
i woke up at 12.30 today and can't get to sleep now...its 1.17 am...well, i did a lot of very interesting things today, which included, waking up to find that as i'd gotten up so late, the cat had used her box so i need to clean it up later.
i watched The New Guy on box office and found it as crap as i thought it would be, then went to the shop and stalled my car at the lights...
had some soup...oxtail actually and let the cat finish it off...
rang a friend...nearly went to meadowhall but couldn't be bothered...
ordered a chinese from up the road and i know i'm lazy, i could have just driven up to get it, its only 5 minutes awa, but it took 45 minutes to get to my house! i mean, whats it doing on the way?! it takes something like 15 minutes to wait for it in the shop...so i think there is a time warp somewhere between my house and the chinese...the bloke that came to the door was wearing some dodgy 70's type clothes too...
my day has been so dull i can't even be buggered to write aboutit....
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